Enter at ur own risk

Today after studying with Misty, on the way to Tamp Lib, i passed by a field. And a board says:"State Land. Enter at your own risk." And how true was it.. I was looking at that board and i accidentally tripped onto some rock/fall into a hole.. and i stumbled and fell into the field, almost sprained my ankle..

Exam was nearing. Hope everyone is motivated by now.Ok lah. I be back to study my notes liao..

I am Ok liao!

Well, now i am slacking. Exam is ard the corner.
5 more days.
I am going to PON school finally. Cos there is onli a tut tomolo. and i didnt do the tutorial questions. Hmm. Feel so tired to travel. And i am lagging behind in tuts. Holy Shit.
Finished AutoCAD programme drawing on my own! Yeah, though was not prefect, but at least i completed it myself.. the prev one kanna make down liao, cos i copied others.. boohoo... and many people copied too...

Ok. Read this article in which the person interviewed said that she was a very popular choice among her frens when it comes to confiding problems in her schooling days. Then she was fat and i supposed not that good looking too. And she said that she was a popular choice cos she was not goodlooking, so there isnt much possibility that she could seduce guys or pose as a threat to girls. And that was her reason why people find her more approachable. Hmm, now i know why not many people want to confide in me liao.. I am quite glad! yeaH!!! haha.
I think the truth might be that i am having lower emotional intelligence than others bah.. that is why i am not approached, as i am definitely approachable, FAT but not ugly. though i can get emotional at times but that doesnt warrant a high EQ in me..=(

Gonna weigh myself again. Aiyah that inaccurate scale is always giving wrong readings.. but not on the side i wished.. always give me +1-2kg..
Haha, but i am glad i once plunged 2 kg in a week. Ok, i am going to tell off the scale.
Scale arhh.. u better watch where u r pointing hor, else i will K u up.Dun anyhow point point.
My heart will leap out of my mouth..
k lar gonna do a bit more studying. Today is raining like mad. So good to zz.
Good Day!

A day

A day passed. And i didnt realli do much. And i supposed i am quite scared now. Exams coming all so soon. and i am so unprepared.
Ok, on the bright side. Exams r just a corner of my life. And i have added 3 new links to my blog. Thanks to Lena for teaching me how to add.. it is actualli so simple.. haha so i added Hang Kuang's and Aloysius's too. Yeah. That is good, then i can easily view theirs' liao. My that 9 days entry is typed yesterday lor.. but published today onli... and today went to Singapore Immigrants' Registry (is it right?) with HK.. and updated my passport. Then it was pretty fast lar.. and then we went to Bugis Village to makan.. i kanna cheated like that.. nvm..
Then went to National Lib.. i shall not go there too often.. cos there is no place to self-study! Argg.. a waste of time to go there... and thanks kuang for pei-ing me today. After which he went home to slack, while i went to stay on at tamp lib till 9 pm to do some work. rather slow today. but at least did something. well.. now i am still here.. shit.. i am waking up early so as to meet my sis and pass her her textbook which is very heavy. I dun wan to pass one.. but since she compromises to meet me .. so i will bring for her.. who tells her to bring back and forth every week?
Ok lah.. sleeping now.. onli less than 6 hrs ... sian...... i sure sleepy tomolo. bb guys and gals!

9 days to exam

Arghh.. but that doesnt mean i need to stress up. But i havent finish my studying lei.. But then, no point worrying its arrival. and i am so unmotivated. haha. I feel so happy that it is finally coming. Waiting it for so long liao. That will mean relax after the period of exams.

Today went to read up on soil. But then hor, rather unproductive. Cos i was sitting with this bunch of sec sch boys who r very noisy. And i was feeling so flared up cos no librarian r ard. Not even sonic ears. ok.. they r rowdy lah. so fan......

Caught a flu today. so sian.

Say i am not stress and scared of exams r all lies lah...... so scared. i didnt dare to countdown onli till the day before.. seems like i am a little late in preparation. Sian. and i am still thinking of going to swim and bball and sing ktv. Well done, LY. well done. Outstanding.

Basketball gang rulz!

Ok we rulz.. but today the 29 year-old-uncles win us thrashingly again.. they r improving since we met them ard 2 years ago. The team of near 30s always play with us lar.. somehow we r aquaintances on court. And every sat is a nonverbally agred upon day to meet up for both our 23-26 year old team with their 29-dunno-what-age team.

But then today we split into 4 teams. 2 r uncle-mixed-with-us teams. 1 is a temp-make-shift-team. Mine was the shortest team.. Haha and my teaml lost all except the last game, when CG joined our team. Today the easily-agitated-althletic-player came. His presence add another dimension to the whole game. He was from dunno where one.. but we played before. Damn lor. He is ard 1.8m, yet he is swift and accurate. The most deadly is his passing. Just a petty baby-face energizer didnt come today(he was also from dunno where one) cos they r simply the 2 most deadly weapons in offense when they r present. Of cos, today we have the in form Cg, plus uncles Tank 1 , Tank 2, plus one unknown uncle who was damn big built. He can be the new fortress of Singapore. Not the most exciting games today, but undeniably, today is a physically draining day.

Looking forward and beyond..

Much better thanks, Hang Kuang. Yeah. now feeling much better. Esp after studying with Zhjia, Lena and their friends. Thanks sia, friends, for your presence.

And today i went to the TRL to study for a while.. and then i met so so many friendly people. One is this friendly librarian who actualli helped me to locate a magazine from dunno where, and she is doing all this with smiles on her face. Oh.. that realli makes me feel good lor..
And she actualli come and hand me the magazine i wanted. I am so happy with her working attitude. And in this mag called the Focus.. there is this few interesting topics.. one that particularly caught my attention is one game called Su Doku (http://www.su-doku.net/). The game is simple and at first glance,it is like a magic number game. But it is not. So u all can take a look at the game.

and after which i met this otah woman who is so friendly.. no choice.. need to buy sth from her.

and did i ever mention? there is this good-looking girl in this bakery shop, haha.. well i can estimate when she is there already.. haha. ok i am not stalking her lah.. just that i regularly went there to buy buns..

oh yah and i chatted with my mum today.. she can offer the best comfort for me when i feel down. so i also want to say a big thank you to her.

And what is the best? people told me i looked thinner today! Yao Lin told me i am thinner! WHAO... that is a super positive remark. And Zj who is always so critical abt me asked me: eh.. r u thinner or the same? Instead of : u look fatter once more. hit 80? not yet? try again..
haha

That is the result of my attempt against food desires and temptations.
I am 73.5kg the last i weigh. whoooohoo.... where is my 1.5kg of fats? haha.. i am glad..

And Cg.. thanks man.. think u r always here when i feel bad sia.. thanks once again for so many of those that u did for the gang.

ok lah.. tomolo is bball.. so i am gonna sweat out my stress and start refresh and anew once more!

sigh

This is myself talking to myself..dun bother to read.

today i hit a rock. and my morale is at its lowest now.. i was late for that quiz. and i was careless while doing it. so practically i flunked it. It was just way below my own expectation. Why am i late? why i couldnt make it earlier? why was i so nervous when i am late? why i just simply mix up the wrong formulae?? i dun know why........ if i knew that, i would have corrected evry single mistake that i would have committed. and that means that i am not to blame myself for these. becos i didnt expect them to turn out this way. Life is like this, when i take things too seriously, i will be hurt the most when i fail in them. So , how to take things lighter? By being more bo chap? or what? i couldnt accept my mistakes or those mistakes that i caused to be my excuses. cos i think that i could have prevented them. But if i could, then i should have stop them before they happen. but the fact is that, i couldnt or didnt stop them. for those i couldnt, i shouldnt blame myself. for those i could, sigh.... whatever i said now r useless. they couldnt make the clock wind in the opposite way. so i should think about it. i was just very disappointed, cos i smashed my own expectations. and i hate that feeling of disappointment. This will be happening many times more in future, i am sure. but how to curb the disappointment, i realli have no idea.

Tiring day and a realli low morale day

Today is a damn lousy mood day. And also tiring. Cos today is a 4 hour-lect plus tut day. And also got a quiz. stats quiz, which i think i did badly, considering that i studied a lot for it. even completed all the tuts for it. Fuck.. Sian..
And tomolo got fluids test. And i am not going to freak up over it like i do for stats. Cos i know i am well prepared. For stats hor, i am like so nervous for this test.. and i underperformed. So for fluids test i am going to relax and just do my best. cos after that will be a weekend. I dun care if exams r coming or not lah.. so sian of tests.. next week maybe still got soil test. What the heck right? Fucking hell. i am like a bloody test machine. Scumbags..! bloody hell..... and i am worn out today. So bloody tired. ARGGGGGHHHHHH>>&@#^@%&@673723763632723723782387998.

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Exams

Exams r drawing near! Arggghh!

Anyway, today i saw this little boy who was meddling with his new 23 dollar toy. Yet he didnt know how to play with it, what it is used for, can see lah.. basically buy it but dun know how to play it.. and that kind of remind me of myself when i was very young.. haha.. very wasteful hor.. but now i realised that i was as innocent and naive as he was then. felt that the toymakers realli know how to earn kids' money.. easy money sia.. the kid wants it, the mum and dad will eventualli buy it for him or her. but my toys r not as ex as his lah.. maybe a few bucks.. but then still very wasteful..

and what is another thing i want to type??? forgotten what i want to type....
arghhh..

never mind.. i have a quiz for the smart ones: Which country does Meiji (the brand) originates?
Heee, make a good guess! The answer is not the usual one which everyone knows.. But dun post it here..

Tests

felt slack, but still completed revision for tml's tests. Was a little blur.. Tmr's test is on Tut 9 and 10, and i almost tot it is on the tutorials on week 9 and 10. Luckily i realised it early. cos i had to complete that undone tutorial 10 plus read up on the related topic.
Today after completing tut 10 in the Tamp lib, on the way back, i saw sth quite rare nowadays. A car actualli stopped behind the yellow box in front of the traffic light. That is definitely a courteous driver. Somehow, i couldnt see many drivers who r courteous. Maybe becos i am taking trains all the while bah.. All i see r courteous train drivers..

HAHA..
Slapstick jokes.. blabberings and complaints! seems like these r my fav things!

Oh ya.. today engine finalli started.. Maybe can hit 100km/hr soon.. and that is when the exams occur.

Rainy day

Oh what a rainy day it was today! Dunno the west of sg lah, but the east side can be spotted with flooded areas. And was super cooling today. and i couldnt do much work cos i am in a state of drowsiness.

Yeah. This is a pic i happen to browse thru and decided to upload. It was taken 9 months. Was a cake made by Liyan for my bdae! Thinking back, time passed very fast sia... now 2005 is coming to an end. What is up for 2006? World Cup of cos! Yeah! and also maybe the general election..if it was pushed forward.
But nowadays news on TV r a lot more on the unwelcomed side.. like terrorists' attacks, what earthquakes recently, floods, wars.. just hope that 2006 can be a nice and beautiful year lah.. and also hope channel 8 dun show as many shows with themes of illnesses as this year lah..make the viewers who wanted to relax ended up with heavy hearts..
I know that exams r coming, but just cannot push myself harder to work more.. i burn out too early, also too fast.. or i am just too undisciplined to study.. i just need some motivation. Is it like that in my course? I dun know lah.. maybe the surrounding can realli influence me. Not that the people ard me in cee is slack, but just that i dun see anybody who is a siao on who study non stop, and that makes me seem like a nerd to the rest.. I am not lor... my frens told me i am very hardworking, i am like huh? i tot that is the minimum to do the tutorials? or maybe is it becos i didnt go lib as often? that maybe the reason.. lib is the place where all the siao ons will be at nearing exam times. Yeah. Siao on.. i am going to be one starting from tomolo.. until 22nd of Nov.i shall study on the train, which i am doing like 1 out of 3 trips. i shall push it to 66%. And shall be sleeping while i walk, so to save time.. or cut queues to buy food.. ok lah. It is Ma Xiao Ling's time, though Golden jeanette ( Au, i know it is lame) is still on the top of the list, but Ma is still simply irresistable.

Very tiring

Was a tiring day. Bball in the morning, which was pretty ok, but the heat is unbearable. Therefore, we left early, and i went home. so tired that i actually fell asleep in the afternoon. Now, my tuition kid will be taking a break till the end of December when we will resume the tuition.
So, my Sundays r finally free.
Later gonna go to study outside liao.

Back, damn lah. Studying in Singapore is very tough. I suddenly pity all students. All i want is just a place to study outside(at home i surely cant do, cos i will be super distracted nowadays, though in the past i am not). So i tried the library, and they will deploy Ms Sonic Ears to check on the users to see if they r using the lib refernce books. If they find that the students r actualli pseudo-using their books, then she will say:" Sorry hor, cannot use mp3 in library. cos other people will be disturbed." when my earphone happen to be spoilt abt an hr before she approached me. She is a mutant!
Then hor, airport not bad lah, just that the staff canteen's one section is closed to allow the seats to collect as much dust as possible, hoping that they will create another world record. haha. no lah, but i dun see the reason why they close the section and not using them for other purposes. But then it is a staff canteen, so i will feel paiseh to study there too. cos i am not a staff there. But airport is one of the best place ard. the atmosphere is Purrrrfect for studying. and it is like a maze!
Then fast food outlets r my last resorts. i dun like to study there. need to spend $ and then it is quite noisy in those places. But then today i tried, and i bought a drink, but then the sat crowd is realli too overwhelming. Need to share a table with a mother and a daughter. And the mum will talk to me in a friendly way from time to time. and her daughter will STARE at me.. OMG.. so hor i better run before that table flies out of the shop.
Then lastly is schools. Come on lah.. school closed at ard 7pm and when the students want to study, also cannot right? No wonder there is TV shows at 8 pm. to keep them occupied so that they wont do the wrong things. And my sch is so far.............................. so dun bother to go there when i am here in the east.
The above content is quite alright right? Wouldnt be Sued right? Cos i see that everything can be used to sue others nowadays. Maybe tomolo studying in public places will be an offense too. Infringement of public interest. lalala.

AAA, no idea how come all quizes like to pack in a week

Next week got 3 quizzes. 3! siao bo.. and somemore is announced today.. Damn sian abt this.

Rarara

Had a very bad ache all over.. yesterday's bball realli tired me out till i slept very early yesterday. And just gave QiHao his 3 hr of extended tuition. He got exams next week. When i came home, my mum told me a saddening news that my fifth uncle had passed away. Though i am not very close to him, but i still feel the briefness of life. Very sudden. But i do feel sad for my cousins.

Upon looking back, i also can see that time passed quickly.

Later gg to study wif Andy and CG. Cg liked to study in non-library area, yet i would like to have a companion while studying, so we compromise to study in fast food outlets. Not bad lah.. he wanted to study at home, yet come pei me. I also not bad lah, compromised too. Oh, i have quitted Lanning for 3 weeks. Hurray! And now embarking on a diet. Now i am realli watching my diet. Slowly and steadily, i will lose my extra fats. Aim is to hit 70kg first. Then to 68kg or better 65kg.

Outing

Went for lesson today. But somehow not many people went for the tutorial and lecture. But that doesnt concern me.
Studied for an hour with Rui Min for an hr. He is always at lib 2 on fridays. easy to find him. Also saw ZhiJia with Lena in the lib. Lol, the coincidental part is that i also met them at Plaza Sing at ard 9 plus pm at Secret Recipe. And met up briefly with the Biz Finance guys for a short discussion. .. Si Git didnt turn up! Sigh... was quite disappointed at his last minute disappearance. But then, luckily the group was motivated to finish the project. After which, i met up with Lai Yee and tog we meet Aloy at Clementi to take a ride from him to PS, where we were expecting Jean and JunTing. We couldnt find places in many of the restaurants there, so decided to try our luck at Parkmall. By the way, i couldnt efficiently distinguish between Parkmall, Parkway, Parklane and Plaza Sing. Just as much as i couldnt differentiate between Tiong Bahru and Tanjong Pagar. So always had many misunderstandings when it comes to such venues. Remembered a few years back, before army times, i was supposed to meet the Bball gang at Tiong Bahru. But i ended waiting the rest of the people at Tanjong Pagar.. and they all waited for me for 2 whole hours(then handphone is not common) , thinking that i am late again. And i waited for 2 hours, thinking that they r trying to fool me cos i am always late by setting the time 2 hours earlier. In the end we met up, and upon hearing my explanation, we had a real good laugh about that.
Ate at Han's and then proceeded back to Secret Recipe for some CREAMY cakes. LaiYee's cake was everyone's envy. It was cheese cake accompanied by chocolate. Was very nice. Mine was the same as Jean's. Was Choconana or wat ever, but was not bad. And Aloy's is Tiramisu! But super duper creamy.
After which, Jean and JT went home. While Lychee rolls home. ok sorry laiyee..
And on the way back on Aloy's car, we chatted a lot . So much so that he actually stayed in the carpark in his car with me and chatted for an hour plus after reaching my house. A lot of things were discussed. Very glad ! We always had private conversation and think was good to let us catch up with the lost time of around 10 years. Even sang in his car till TP can knock and want to deduct 3 points from each of us. Oh, my 12 points is going to double 4 days from now. But then also no use.. haha.. i dun own a car.
Tomolo is bball, but i guess i am not in the best of shape to play for long. But i need to lose fats. and fast!

Stress level dropped

Recently realised my white hair r growing like wild grasses. Just completed 2 quiz. Finally..and got a headache now. Cos of the sudden drop in pressure.
Then was a pretty long day today. So many funny minor incidents happened everyday. Let's see, this weekend shall go enjoy myself! Finally. I want to exercise. Cos everyone is saying i am fat. And ARGGHHH.. my weight increased again. Now i am 75kg. Shit. Emergency Period! gained a whooping 12 kg! SHiT!!!!!!!!

1 month to exam

Feel like eating a bun now.

1 month to exam.

Not that stressed up yet. No idea why. Is it ok to slack?
No idea. Argh, Liverpool just lost. Sian, why? They r not that realli good lor. I mean the bluey team. Surely can pull them down,haha.

Question for Mat-Kool:

Which horse in the world is the prettiest?

Pressing Lifestyle

Today is Children's Day. And i LOVE this day! So here is a gift of a chocolate cow to kids. Cant eat lah, it is meant to be a fats-free gift for the child in everybody's mind.

Today went swimming at Sniper's hse, but in the end, we just floated ard and chatted while tanning ourselves. So didnt exercise at all. And then, we proceeded to Bugis where Ah Liang came, and Mat-Kool(yes, this the new name for junting, and he simply love it. And yes, is the famous army dessert in the cookhouses.) left us to embrace the hug of his god. Ok, lar.. maybe he went to cell group for religious intent. But i feel that he went there for the girls, LOL. Maybe half of each intent.

And so we bid farewell to Mat-Kool and also Zuyao and his gf, Joyce, whom i saw in school for almost everyday since last week. yaya, Zuyao, i also need ur recommendations.. not onli Junting. help me!! i mean the girls not the jobs. LOL.

And then they went to their land of paradise while that is land of pure boredom for me. Figurine's section.!ARHHGGG. and i just wandered to the toys' department. And i saw this portable Monopoly. I think its design is very cool! and also practical for travelling, wanted to buy.. but not cheap. So in the end just put it back. I want my Children's Day present.

Yeah, and they proceed to land of boredom II at SunShine plaza. And i just simply bue tahan.. couldnt resist the temptation to go lib to enjoy the aircon.. so off i went to the lib to look up on my notes(i always bring some notes in case got free time) while they indulge in their passion of figurines.

And that period of time is around 2 and a half hours. so long.. i could easily be bored to death at that place. But National Library is closed at 3pm today for Annual Meeting. So unlucky.. and so i just wandered off in disappointment. and so qiao, met a last sem's lab mate outside and she is doing her tech com project. Tech Com again. i heard ample stories abt that module. Technically Complicating, or what ever.. And there was those kids playing ard.. and i observed what they played. and how they played. Guys normally played those stupid games which r violent and injury prone. Then the girls played those games which r cooperative and they give and take during the game.. nobody won in the end(i believed, cos they all give and take too much). And i find them very cute, arhhh.. so innocent, yet so energetic. Then there was this toddler who keep walking ard with his/her(dunno he/she is a boy/girl, though the little girls ard him/her keep calling him/her mei mei. But he/she looks like a boy to me)little shoes which produced sounds which sounded like duck's quacks. not irritating at all though. Then he/she was running ard, so cute... then suddenly, one of the child's mum "yelled" to her kid to do his/her(dunno which is her child) homework. Come on lah.. Children's Day lei, cannot play meh. wha lau.. so ke lian .. those kids r just mugging and mugging, even on their day, where they got level 10 power immunity against school teachers(it is a sat though, so they dun earn anything from the day). But their parents evolved faster, and take on Level 100 power. how can they uprise against those invulnerables? Although i am also Level 100, but i am mutually exclusive and independent of their lives. So forget it, i would kaypoh and go plead for them.

Then we all teleported to Bedok, where they had their movies. and i simply cannot tahan liao.. so sticky and tired.. so i teleported home myself. Next week got 2 quiz. i have no choice but to study on Children's Day. Because the D e a n s are of Level 1000.

Ok, another weekend breather

Today was a long day. I just got home at 1215am. Now is ard 2am. Basically, today i was super unproductive in school work. onli did a tutorial. Shit. Got 2 more quiz.. many people told me this:"Lip arh.. u have never ending tests hor.." True sia. I was having a pseudo-fever, and a dizzyness due to rapid eyes motion, all thanks to the schedule.
Ok, but then after staying in school till ard 830pm, i intended to visit my sis's room. Today Zhang Xing is staying overnight with her and her roomie, Irene, went home cos she dun like to stay in hall. haha. Not my sis like the place lar.. but got project mah. And so, i met up with the 2 of them and we went to the hall area. I dun know where i was heading so just keep close with them. And on the way, got 2 cats keep following us.. and they were like escorts.. so funny. and i even knocked into a cat, cos ahemm.. i was trying to be funny.. never mind abt the details. Ok, FINALLI, i see their room. Hmm. fantastic! very clean and tidy. Girls' room r realli cleaner than those guys'. And the room is quite spacious too, with a wall closet. So nicely decorated for a bunk.Oops, i mean a hall room. but was a little too warm inside. however, was good enuff. Then we discussed some PE and GE courses to see which r interesting , and which arent. After which , they(with another 2 of their guy frens) went to eat at the hawkers outsider, while i went home. So qiao, while wif my sis and her frens, at that weird hour, I met JiaHui and he is gg to Holland V to have supper.. so happening. But i am also happening. Going to yJ's Hse to have fun tmr. YEah! they r great! knowing i have ankle injury, then accomodate me.. haha thanks guys!