Thursday, November 06, 2008

Stress from work isnt too much from the work load. most of it is from the people and people r/s that we have to handle everyday...

Recently had been pinned down by new work schedule, new job scope and new boss. and i am still sticking to the old task for this mth. so i doing new job in day, and old work at night. and to make things worse.. the new work schedule due to some complaints, requires me to work from 830am to 830pm on days without night shift in this mth. and i am still handling night shifts... really got so tiring.. and non-sensical.. that i offended my big boss, in such a way tt i criticise him in front of colleagues.. and tt is it. now i felt i am being aimed. targeted. Lol.

It's serious. i might get sacked anytime. i might be pushed to do all the stuffs.

and i admit tt it was nt the best way to handle things by being so frank.. and.. insensitive. but from the way i see stuffs.. my big boss is trying to tolerate me. BUT i think one more spark.. and i will be suffering.. before i leave the company.

So.. lesson to be learnt. Never friend your boss.. he is still ur boss afterall.

Nth can be reversed. Luckily i have a nice boss in the new job. he wanted me to improve and learn my ropes.. and focus on the job... and not on the office politics, which is happening in the old work. Now.. maybe it's a last chance to redeem. but it's the best chance since i started work till now. i felt a passion for the new work at least.

we shall see how.. if really i am sacked..i can only blame myself and admit this.