All the while realised i have a lot of bad habits to kick.. just cant be bothered/cant help it. It's time to face it like man lol.. and try to get them out of the way.

Hi all.. long awaited right? I guess i had nt been maintaining this blog. and had an intention to close it down.. but kinda she bu de.

Anyway, will nt be updating abt my korea trip anymore.

And updates. Finally graduated! Convo night is really v joyful. and glad tat everything r past tense now.

And after a slacking 2 months since reservist.. and after many job applications and interviews, finally i am employed. Really thks Jianzhong for recommending the job to me. will be starting work on 4th Aug soon. The decision to choose b/w 2 offers came after numerous ponderings and discussions with frens. Glad that Misty had sounded out to me the right attitude that i shld hold in future along my career path. A bit scared of the change.. student to working professional. The pressure will be immense.. but the satisfaction will be greater than ever experienced before. I am sure of this.

And.. these days slacking really makes me feel damn sian. I couldnt get myself to rest any longer from this moment le..everyday to me is like a torture.. i wish i could start work asap. wellz.. someone will be laughing again when reading this.. i know.. I will only know the pain when i started working..

and.... now what's next? nth in life tt is much anticipated le.. except the 1st pay day.. i wan to get a watch for myself.. but..i could afford to spend till i had repay my loans to my parents.. and that will mean another 2 yrs wait? i dunno.. maybe can spend a bit.. but.. i certainly will repay what i owned my parents asap.

and bought some new office wears for my upcoming job already. quite satisfied with the choice.. and.. will be buying more casual office wear.. cos i dun need to wear till so formal everyday.

ok.. sleeping time..ZZZ

Settled down, and face the reality.

Ok.. finally all r settled..and all r well over.. no more hope of getting a 2nd look thru of it. Well, i am ok with it though. But of cos.. being perfectionistic in some ways.. i wished for a better outcome. But ok.. since nth can be remedied at this late stage. Though i am late in trying to remedy it.. at least i tried.. and now i had no other choice but to move forward in life.. and to accept the fact.



Today completed the part time job of flyer distri. lol, and went out with the 4 da mei nu, as anshu said, after work to sing. the job really isnt easy. to stand and to turn ard to face ppl.. today felt dizzy half way thru the job.

Next week. One interview. Heard is a panel interview by the DIRECTOR. hmm.. director of the branch of the company? or the regional company? or what? i arnt sure. but i know it will be nerve-wrecking. cos the company is JTC. wish me luck! i dunno whether i wan to work in the govt sector even till now.. but i hope that at least i will be considered to be employed after the interview.