Report fininshed

Haha, the formal report is finally completed and handed in. How relieved! Shall not be having this burden at the back off my mind anymore.
But then i have been lagging in my tutorials for this week.. also in lecture as for today. Cos had not been able to focus during lectures, and also had been late for recent lectures. Having a quiz 2 days later. shall be studying for it soon. yeah, ok , go to canteen A to snack a while before gg for the biz finance tut .

Headache

Having headache now cos slept too late yesterday. And 7 hours of sleep for me is simply too little. Need at least 8, so now having this damn lousy feeling caused by the constriction in my head.
Watched the Home Run on TV yesterday. Think i watched it before, not sure.. but, was touched by their close kinship. Didnt think i treat my sis as well.

Ok, today is another optimistically-thought-to-be-good-day. actualli was a sian day, got to rush a lot of stuffs. but dun feel like doing anything.

A04 Outing, simply great!

Yesterday went out wif the Birders and their frens.. but end up having a major (actualli blown out of proportion) dispute. It is my fault though. And watched The Maid wif them. The Maid is a movie worth watching. Nice plot and nice twist. Though mood is quite unsettled by that dispute, but the A04 outing compensated the bad part of the day, and enjoyed the celebration. Ate at Rice Table. Think the food was not bad, though a little salty for some of the food. After which, we went to the K-pool at cineleisure, but due to the weekend crowd, we opted for the Youth Park to cut the bdae cake instead. Think that place is much much better. Had good times there wif cream fight and many photo shots. After which went to wash up and had our drinks wif more pics before rushing for the last train.
Very glad that we still met up. Must org such fun outings more often.

SO HELPLESS

Oh, doing this report stuff using some excel and words table, which i totally have no knowledge at all. And i am figuring the various functions just at the start of the table. Nah , spent 2 hours at the stupid format. Decided to ask bro to help me and then i will do the rest of the researches. So sian. So tired. I want my break. Come quick.

Actualli i like schooling. But i am pretty tired recently. Maybe becos i have been slacking ard to play games till late night on weekdays. Though i am pushed for report and quiz, but i felt unmotivated for a few days liao. Maybe i am burnt out. Now. That is too early. Hope this is going to be temporary. I can feel that it is just a passing moment. Hope things will be turning better the following weeks.

Well, today , the lazy me slept till quite kate and asked Wilson to sent me to school. He was wondering to go sch or not cos he got food poisoning the night before. But in the end my call persuaded the then undecided him to go. So thanks again, though both of us were late. And intro him to fantasy league, which is an online thingy my bro and his big gang of soccer khakis are currently mad about. I am also in it, though just playing for fun.

And woot, today ended like this. So fast. So many thoughts.. but i cant express them out, due to my poor learning of the English language. But they r just passing ponders.

Anyway, listening to Joi Chua's 有一天我会 album recently. Not exactly estatic about her, but her songs r rather soothing. I cant say they r all nice compositions, but think at least they r decent enuff to earn some credits. And songwriter Corrine May's album seems to be a lot of my friends' likes.

Sian sian sian.

And if u r living in the HDBs, change ur window fittings(dun know what part lah, but the deadline is nearing) and quickly send in a report to the council, else kanna the fine is damn not worth it. If u dun know how to hor, or where to get a contractor, can contact me, i maybe able to help. MAYBE onli. I can recommend lah, but price wise , no guarantee got discount.

Auntie

Think i am an auntie my prev life.. always like bargains. Hahaha.

There is this 4 dollars promo at Swensens. Not sure is the sundae nice or not, but seems not bad. Hope the 1.95 for 5 scoops will be their promotion once more.
There is the 3.95 2 piece chix at KFC(wif coupons).
Ok, i am exchanging my Starhubs points for vouchers. Yeah! i spent 500 dollars for a 10 bucks Polar voucher. 10:500,1:50. ok lar, not bad also.. haha.
And i want a child! Prefer a girl. Siao hor,.. maybe watching too many shows wif cute children inside..
Ok, now waiting for the website of Starhub to load finish.. very slow lei.. quick quick..
And done wif 2 quizes. Very satisfied with the 2. haha. Now going on for next week's quiz. also need to hand in formal report too. And of cos, i am looking forward to the 2 outings which clash on this sat. in fact it is 3 in a day. But think the bball one i will give it a go if i realli cant make it.. Hope u guys dun blame me.. i see how i can arrange.
The birdies(Birds' course frens) are asking me out after i missed their prev outing. So i will join them , before meeting A04 frens for dinner. That means no time for LAN.. sigh sigh..
I want my hols!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, bought the Cai Chun Jia's CD wif bro. Think the album is not bad. I recommend it.

Peaceful Monday

Haha..tomolo having 2 quizes.. but i not yet study for them. later shall go to lib to study.

Anyway, sat went for bball wif them, but i supposed is not a day for bball cos all the courts r occupied, in the end , we make do wif playing under the noon sun. super dehydrated for all of us.
And wif Junting and Weian departed, the six of us still ard and slack tog for an hr plus,more like accompanying Zuyao to wait for his girlfriend.
And soon, i went back to lib to meet Andy, but was super late and Andy left before i came. But we still meet up for Lan that night, wif hanlip and weibing. Good game hor...i mean the last one hahahahaha.

Well, i am asking a question, expecting a lame answer. Remember that i said that Human can rule the world becos of one of the characteristics that we have? That is having thumbs. Ok, the question is : Why is it that Human can rule the world onli when he has thumbs?
This lame question came from CG's inspiration. yesterday we met up to study from 3-9pm, shiok rite. And i am wondering why is the thumbs so important that they make us the rulers of the world. Of cos they help us to grip tools, but maybe in thumbs, they contain all the necessary nutrients that are needed for intelligence. That is the reason babies suck on their thumbs....haha, and u can see that thumbs contain so much nutrients, that they r fatter compared to other fingers. hahaha . lame lame..

Arsenal lost to that stupid Chelsea. Stupid goal. Damn it. Never mind, if Arsenal is willing to employ me, they would not be facing such crisis..

tv

watched superstars yesterday, and guess what, as i half expected, black horses won! aiyah, cos the votes stand 70% and that is significant. Anyway, the 2 finalists r also good! And the result means sth. The contest is aiming for someone with big support base, and obviously, they r aiming for finalists who can in future earn the companies big bucks. commercial gains are priority. talents r second, cos every finalist got certain degree of talent in singing, else they cant even get to the final stages. But, i am expecting a good showdown nevertheless. I support Kelly! She is so sweet when she smiles.. haha! ok.. that is a bias comment. Weilian can also be sweet, but i wont be smitten by him(obvious reason). hahaha.

And also just watched the egg show. i mean the drama called baby blues. There is a part of it i am still thinking abt. cos in the show , michelle zhuang is a mum of that cute pri sch ger. But she takes career as her 1st priority over family. My mum said that she is not right to do so. i agree to some extent. Cos i am thinking that everyone has the freedom to choose sth over another. She chooses to pursue her career instead of bonding up wif her girl, and that is her choice mah. Even a mum can be selfish and forgo her child in face of benefits. But she needs to bear the consequence lah. That is her choice. See, economics comes in.. opportunity cost is the mum-child relationship. Scarcity of time makes choosing a must between career and her lovely daughter.
And that ger grew up damn fast,.... but her face seems like never grow , still the same..

And i was thinking abt another Qns again. Wondering if soul and body are separate entities. Cos, i can imagine my soul and body r separate entities, but when i perceive others, i will think of the person with the image of his/her face. So does it means when looking for relationship, the look is important for my case, or is it not....Soul seems too abstact. maybe character and behaviour. but eventualli is how one behaves is predetermined by the brain. and so a soul is still link to a body.
... oh yah, So was asking is look not the priority? Truthfully ask myself.. i would say it is the priority.At least she must look pleasant. Look ok, at least.
What abt if a guy is slightly / got hidden mental illness, but he is a kind soul who can live like any other people? Will he be accepted if his girlfriend realised that he had mental illness after a few years of relationship? Cos some mental illness cant be observed even to those close ones. So if u were a girl, would u accept ur man-of-ur-life to have such flaws? If u r a man, would u realli not look at look as the first priority--look is linked wif the quality of offsprings?

ok, shall go for tutorials liao.. tomolo got... BBALL!! yeah!!

Tutorials

Doing my Soil Mechanics tutorial now, very tough though the concepts r easy.. Strangely enough, i am no where near sleepy at ard 2 plus in the morning.. And today i realli used my brain to almost max capacity. In the morning woke up and went to give tuition, where i nagged and nagged at QH. He didnt complete his hmwk again.. Alamak! and so i called his dad . this is for his own good lar.. He is smart and sensible, but a little lazy though, so must push him along so that he can improve. And in the end, he sulked till almost the end of the lesson, when i started to coax him wif some lame jokes, and also some maths Qns, then he returned to his normal form(He is Hulk the Sulk for almost 2 hours!). He loves solving maths Qns lor.. Maths fanatic!

Then after i reached home, had to tuition my sis.. on her University tutorials.. and after which i rushed to meet CG at airport to do some work (i was late cos my cranky printer is giving me lotsa problems..). intending to seek for his expertise in stats.. but seemed like he hadnt been taught some of the stuffs i am being taught.

And after i got home, need to tuition my sis on Electrical topics.. and i had clearly forgotten abt how to use some of the rules and laws.. cos i had taught her almost 3 different versions of Kirchoff's Loop Rule which r all wrong! but in the end, still managed to get hold of the correct concept. So satisfied then!! Haahaa... but my tutorials r left undone bcos of this... so need to do tutorials, after i played my addicted game for 1 plus hours.. Very addictive. HL, told u liao.. once i installed, i cant stop!Just like Pringles.. So best is delete the game, but i cant get myself to do it!.. so sad.... how??!!

Sometimes i tend to think life tend to abide by a bunch of rules and fomulae, and so i expect ideal results or ideal situations to happen, so that i could react to it. But life isnt like this.. The variables r ever changing. So the formulae r always changing too. In fact the syallabus changes every day. And one cant master all the formulae, even if he is a superman, cos life's formulae simply defies the abilities of Man..cos Man's abilities r limited, while the formulae r infinite. And so maybe , that is why failures happen at times.. and no man is without any defeat of any form. but i always look at things like that.. expecting things to happen to the rule embedded in my head.. and when they didnt happen in that way, i seemed to cant solve the problem as fast as others do, sometimes i had to do many attempts to solve that.. and that de-focus my vision..that is why i do not have ambition!! No.. i just wan to lead a peaceful life. No need fame and power, a little bit of comfort will do. No need a lot. Heeee, best is things can fit into my set of formule.. cos i cant change them as fast as the edition changes..

Addiction to computer games

i seriously think i am addicted to computer games.. OMG!! i am stuck to my games..help!! i wan to do work!! slack indeed.. today did nothing much except to browse thru some biz finance notes and that is all! And the rest of the time is devoted to computer games.. I woke up late also becos playing games till late night the day before, so isnt the situation serious? But today finalli accomplished the task of taking studio pic wif my family at a studio in tiong bahru. Must say it is a very fun experience, and my bro looks good in his graduation gown, i mean who wouldnt look good wif a degree in his/her hands?! And after the pic taking, we went to tiong bahru hawker to snack a little before going home. Yah, i bought a standing fan today at the sales at TM. Yeah, it is my personal one lah.. and was quite cheap at 19.50. And after plenty of army training in how to wash the standing fans, i can easily assemble the fan myself, seems like the cleaning is my task too. Ok lar, tomolo still need to give tuition , so must sleep now.. 2 am le.. and i just finished gaming.. Thinking my life is ruined by the games!! Either work or games onli.. not even bball for the past 3 weeks.. now i know how a gamer feels.. damn rountine lifestyle.. and i dont like it... ARGHHHH.. stop the addiction!!

Finalli

Yeah, it is friday. And friday is fries day.... (jokes among bball ppl)
And well, everything ended for this week. Caught up wif my tutorials and now have to slog for next week's. And i am gg to miss out exercising .. cos got this back ache again. Never go away one..
And tmr is sat, gonna take graduation picture wif my family. and yup, think sunday will be studying as usual wif CG at the airport. This will be the routine. And that will mean i am missing out soccer wif bro's frens..=(
Also , sun is tuition day. So Sunday is a slogging day!
What abt monday? It is my relax day. Cos it is my free day while every other will be slogging out thr. Hmm, .. today saw a damn lame joke on FHM, which plays ard wif the words:Ruldolph the red nosed reindeer...Ruldolph the red, knows rain, dear.. sth like dat lar.. wahahaa, this is a super cold .. joke? think not a joke rite? more like an energy conserving air con. well, singapore lacks that form of technology. Next yr's National Day Parade may be showing off this new tech whereby in a rm we will have 4 lamers at each corner providing some "coolness". Good example is Junting + Jianzhong combined. Also can include WeiBin. The 3 can make good cold air.

Oh yar, today encountered this incident, where i was on my way back on a packed MRT and then this quite pretty young lady wif at-first-look-is-slim figure boarded. And she seems like this normal 25-30 year old working class lady. And she came to a space beside me, where i am sitting , and lean against the tunnel's(dunno wat they call, is a link between 2 cabins) wall. Is not back leaning, she is using her arm to gain herself some support on the moving train. And everything seems alright, and i am not prepared to give up my seat to anybody. Then i sensed that she is behaving quite weirdli. She seems to be uncomfortable and is sweating(i imagined one..) but definitely she looks unwell, then i take a look at her waist, oops i think she is a mum-to-be, but didnt realise her bulging tummy in the 1st place (smaller than mine lar..) cos she looks quite slender from side.. But i didnt immediately give up my seat. cos 1) I dun know is she just fat, or is she pregnant, cos she is not having a prominent bulging tummy. I cant say like: hello, r u expecting a child? wan to take my seat? If she is those vain ger, will sure swallow me up. 2)I have left her standing for a few stations since she boarded. so was feeling weird if i give up my seat now to her. 3)was a little tired, so prefer to see and observe her, hopefully i conclude that she is pregnant before i reach my station... i was ard 8 to 10 stops away..
And so, couldnt bear to see her being knocked onto by those aunties behind her, in the end i asked her whether she wants my seat or not, since i am 80% sure she is either pregnant or having a serious mood swing. cos she is sweating(i imagined one..but dunno why i could sense that she is sweating from the weight of the child..) And she is so taken aback, she just smiled and said no need.. and the rest of my journey was like..my earpiece was mounted on a ear onli-in case she need any help, and also i was not sleeping-in case she wans to vomit(i can use my sis's paper bag to lend her), and i was sitting up straight-to set a good sitting posture example to the newborn-to-be(joking onli .. for this). But was quite uptight, cos she is knocking herself on the wall.. omg and i am looking at those aunties to get some clue on whether they think is she pregnant?? sigh, and all the analysing leads me back to tampines, wif her having plenty of seats to choose from.. so the moral of the story is .. think singapore shld issue things like badge to pregnant women (like saying: mum-to-be, pls help when necessary) so as to help us identify those needies and also to help those pregnant mums.. some women r very shy, they dun approach the public even if they r in need of urgent help. So such badge can be issued to all GP clinics , hospitals , polyclinics to issue to PREGNANT women onli.. not those fat women..help those who r helping mankind to prolong our stay on Earth. Comeon so when next time we see any obviously pregnant ladies/old aunties, uncles, handicapped or whoever needed help esp on public transports, we shld lend them our helping hands.
But i am glad that i asked her at least, and assure that she is not deprived of help. So good lar, shld give myself a pat.

Words from a semi-slacker

Backtrack a little till sunday..during the National Day went to the Celebration at Tampines to celebrate for Singapore's bdae. And wed and thurs r realli very tiring for me.. almost drop dead liao.. so tired. and today is bro's bdae and tmr is dad's bdae. HAPPY BIRTHDAYS!
and ok lar, go to watch SUPERstars liao, KElly!! all the way!!

Happy Birthday Singapore!

Woohoo now it is past 12. 9th of Aug, and 40 years ago, we r just a new state. Shall wish the country prosperity in the coming years, and hope the economy will be going uphills soon.

Ok, other than that, my tuts r still not finished yet. Damn.. So slack.. and the trip to lib seemed wasted as i am not productive in my work. But i saw Huiling and QianQi today. But didnt call out to them, cos i feel like sleeping. So i just msg Huiling. And she is on her course in NIE. Becoming a teacher soon, and that is my career by default. See how lar, maybe will become my dream to pursue too.

Anyway, today my tuition kid asked me a lame question today, and i got it correctly(luckily). And so i am here asking some of u..
here the Qns goes.. one day, a man in his sleep dreamt of a deity giving him a hint on the upcoming 4-D numbers which are "1234". And he bought the no. 1234, but in the end he didnt even get the consolation prize, why?
Guess guess guess, i'd got it right.

Tuts not done.

Tuts r not done yet. shit, i am slacking.. sigh.. realli slacked a lot.. maybe later shld just finish up the tuts , at least little by little.. and today read up on an article which said that what makes mankind the ruler of the Earth is that 1- we have large brains(yeah!) 2-we can speak 3-we have oppressable(sp. error) thumbs! interesting rite? so cherish ur thumbs..that is what makes us a relatively smarter race as a whole.

and well, today went to lib in the hope of completeing 4 tuts.. but none is done till now. but while toking to misty thru the hp, i saw yongfa( my BMT fren) and sarah(gavel fren) at the stairways almost within the call. And actualli went to look for them after that and exchanged hp no wif sarah. one thing in common of the 2 is that whenevr i met them, it is in the tampines lib.. so i am not surprised to see them ard.

-2 dismissed completely. And all are being dismissed completely.-

IQWIN

I am changing to IQWIN, cos that is my very original nick on the cyber world. And it is indeed a nick full of memories..I used this nick as IRC nick and ICQ before. And a change might not be bad after all, cos some people actually pass by this blog accidentally and ahemm.. recognise me..stupid right?
lol.. must be like xiaxue.. use nick.. so i will also be appearing on Strait Times real soon. or what tv shows.. maybe even will have the chance to endorse for products. ok.




-1 dismissed completely-

CEE rocX

Oh starting to realli like my school more and more..

And todae went to shop ard for bdae gifts wif (A)_____,(B)___ and(C) _______. (cannot say out the names, cos if the bdae people happen to pass by my blog, they will not get the surprise)
And we intend to get for the bdae ger a demin skirt. Oh i didnt know a skirt and a dress defers! lol.. sua gu.. and intend to get for the bdae guy a running vest. and we were quite looking forward to their bdae, cos that will mean a meet up for all of us.. since sooooooo long(exaggerated)! lol.. so long didnt hear (A)_____ talking so much.. and seeing (B)_____busy keying her hp, and seeing (C)_____arguing wif (A)_______.

And tomolo is meeting up wif the bball people! A reunion ! yeah! to celebrate for our dear nation's 40th bdae! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

no lar.. is to meet up for our discussion on some intimate stuffs.

No lar.. of cos not.. is a regular meet up.

And Sunday Lucy and co. r having a picnic at Botanics Garden.. but i dunno whether shld i go or not. cos it is so far. Hmm.. so tiring to travel ard.. Hmm..

The wonderful friends

Today finally marked the end of my hectic week. And tomolo is gg to be a 2-hr lesson day. And so i am relieved of my uptight schedule. But that doesnt mean i dun like schooling. Instead i like it much more than before. And i am looking forward to next week!
And today, after school, went to meet up wif Aloysius and Jean. And i didnt expect much from meeting them up, except to relax.. but in the end, i realli enjoyed a lot being wif them. This is by far the most enjoyable session wif them. Dun know lei, but today i think i realli enjoyed chatting wif them! And feel so glad to maintain contact wif them even till now. Been ard 10 years le wor! And also, i SUDDENLY realised that i have been taking my friendships and kinships for granted recently, esp after army times, so need to be more aware of others' feelings from now on, before i lose some of them and regret.

Today

Went to lib to complete my tutorial today, cos i did the wrong set of Qns yesterday.. so kelong..
And after which met up wif CG and WX at challenger , and WX bought a monitor, and me some paper and ink cartridge and CG upgrading his broadband plan. And i met Alicia,the pretty interact member there. So coincidental! Both of us chatted for a while(though we didnt know each other well), casual chat. Saw her lotsa time in Tampines, but didnt approach her before.
After which i carried my damn heavy bag ard..sth like Ting carrying his bangladeshy bag..and me and CG walked ard and chatted as usual, and the night just passed like that. so fast. tomolo need to go sch.. and 830 is the first lesson. Heeee me and wilson same class lei.. so qiao.. and he wanted to give me a lift to school, but i rejected.. cos that will mean he will need to give me lift for the subsequent tuesdays, and that is not good.. and so i rejected. He helped me a lot by giving me lifts in army times le.. so i am just glad he wanted to help me , but this time i rejected and he is persuading me.. thanks sia, wilsie, but need to take train cos of another special reason. heh heh heh.
... Yr 2-- work load heavier..--but i am ready for it

Music

When i feel moody, i will listen to music.
When i feel sian , will also tune to some music.
When feel stressed, will sing out loud.
When feel happy, will sing happy songs.
When feel bored, will hum for self entertainment.
So music is an essential in my life. If not, i really will go crazy.
And i like to listen to songs which r not too commercialised. This can leave more" breathing space" for listeners. And, before i sleep, listening to the songs i like realli realli makes me feel at ease and cosy.
Been liking some "old songs" which may already been out of date. Think the feeling that these songs give me is what makes my stressful day seems a little easier to endure.

Anyway, been listening to this song titled Kong Qi--aka air, like the feeling when listening to it thru my discman. Maybe being alone with the songs is what i enjoyed always.

Had thought of this before: During WW2, when japanese occupied Singapore and sent the people here to hellish life for nearly 4 years, how do the people survive those torturous moments. Think those who survived through r really strong and brave people. I mean mentally. Been thinking if i am in their case, i might land up in an asylum. Been thinking that i am lucky not to be exposed to big blows dealt to me. If i am, i am not sure will i rise up to the challenge life presented to me, or will i break down and succumbed to the blows. Been very objective abt that, i think i most probably might break down at first. And maybe if being forced to the extreme, there is a high chance i might rise to the challenge and end my life from there.

it is a windy month. Rainy too. Need to get the sandles from E mart soon. My old one is wearing out damn soon. And what about my IPPT? See how.. may not ever run that gold timing again. hey 8:52 for me is damn tough now.. considered i am overwt. And pull up, what? I will break my arms. Need to reduce wt before lifting my self to the bar.
And think my next reservist i might need to do those tough jobs again, and wonder my back can sustain the workload or not.. hmm.. and this week is finalli over, no mobilisation till now.. hope nothing will happen , else that will be bad as i will be in sch..