Music
When i feel moody, i will listen to music.
When i feel sian , will also tune to some music.
When feel stressed, will sing out loud.
When feel happy, will sing happy songs.
When feel bored, will hum for self entertainment.
So music is an essential in my life. If not, i really will go crazy.
And i like to listen to songs which r not too commercialised. This can leave more" breathing space" for listeners. And, before i sleep, listening to the songs i like realli realli makes me feel at ease and cosy.
Been liking some "old songs" which may already been out of date. Think the feeling that these songs give me is what makes my stressful day seems a little easier to endure.
Anyway, been listening to this song titled Kong Qi--aka air, like the feeling when listening to it thru my discman. Maybe being alone with the songs is what i enjoyed always.
Had thought of this before: During WW2, when japanese occupied Singapore and sent the people here to hellish life for nearly 4 years, how do the people survive those torturous moments. Think those who survived through r really strong and brave people. I mean mentally. Been thinking if i am in their case, i might land up in an asylum. Been thinking that i am lucky not to be exposed to big blows dealt to me. If i am, i am not sure will i rise up to the challenge life presented to me, or will i break down and succumbed to the blows. Been very objective abt that, i think i most probably might break down at first. And maybe if being forced to the extreme, there is a high chance i might rise to the challenge and end my life from there.
it is a windy month. Rainy too. Need to get the sandles from E mart soon. My old one is wearing out damn soon. And what about my IPPT? See how.. may not ever run that gold timing again. hey 8:52 for me is damn tough now.. considered i am overwt. And pull up, what? I will break my arms. Need to reduce wt before lifting my self to the bar.
And think my next reservist i might need to do those tough jobs again, and wonder my back can sustain the workload or not.. hmm.. and this week is finalli over, no mobilisation till now.. hope nothing will happen , else that will be bad as i will be in sch..
When i feel sian , will also tune to some music.
When feel stressed, will sing out loud.
When feel happy, will sing happy songs.
When feel bored, will hum for self entertainment.
So music is an essential in my life. If not, i really will go crazy.
And i like to listen to songs which r not too commercialised. This can leave more" breathing space" for listeners. And, before i sleep, listening to the songs i like realli realli makes me feel at ease and cosy.
Been liking some "old songs" which may already been out of date. Think the feeling that these songs give me is what makes my stressful day seems a little easier to endure.
Anyway, been listening to this song titled Kong Qi--aka air, like the feeling when listening to it thru my discman. Maybe being alone with the songs is what i enjoyed always.
Had thought of this before: During WW2, when japanese occupied Singapore and sent the people here to hellish life for nearly 4 years, how do the people survive those torturous moments. Think those who survived through r really strong and brave people. I mean mentally. Been thinking if i am in their case, i might land up in an asylum. Been thinking that i am lucky not to be exposed to big blows dealt to me. If i am, i am not sure will i rise up to the challenge life presented to me, or will i break down and succumbed to the blows. Been very objective abt that, i think i most probably might break down at first. And maybe if being forced to the extreme, there is a high chance i might rise to the challenge and end my life from there.
it is a windy month. Rainy too. Need to get the sandles from E mart soon. My old one is wearing out damn soon. And what about my IPPT? See how.. may not ever run that gold timing again. hey 8:52 for me is damn tough now.. considered i am overwt. And pull up, what? I will break my arms. Need to reduce wt before lifting my self to the bar.
And think my next reservist i might need to do those tough jobs again, and wonder my back can sustain the workload or not.. hmm.. and this week is finalli over, no mobilisation till now.. hope nothing will happen , else that will be bad as i will be in sch..
posted by Innocent i am at Monday, August 01, 2005
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