Sotong

today i was such a sotong! Haha, i painstakingly woke up early. and dragged the weary soul to NTU in the west.. for this 830am biweekly tutorial. Know what! The tutorial is next week. BLOODY SOTONG! Cos i tot this week is week 9.. but it is week 8.. meaning next tues i STILL NEED TO WAKE UP EARLY! SOTONG! ARGH!

As usual, went lib today.. sianz.. dun feel like studying..

so came home early. Then was pondering this question.. when a guy chooses a mate, he will go for look, or chemistry.. then came to a conclusion which slightly edged out the other option. Chemistry stood out.. cos, good looks can be found anywhere, in any form, while chemistry dun come as easy.. and in the long run, good look will become plain. Ok la.. being analytical here.. maybe the equation includes more factor, like timing, social circle etc.

Emptiness

Well, enjoy life for the past days... now i can see hell waiting.. got so much revision left undone. tuts now undone.. i am done...

Just now went bball with the bball gang. So good to play tog this time without the uncles interrupting us. Then went for lunch as usual, and i left early, not joining the rest for an afternoon swim today. Later joining Andy at lib to study. So sian.

And while coming back, i feel an overwhelming sadness and emptiness... dunno why.. maybe of the peaceful sat afternoon.. maybe of the hot weather, maybe of sch reopening, maybe of many undone jobs.. somemore was listening to Shan Hu Hai.. the ultimate sad feeling.. but i enjoyed this moment.. cos i was the least energetic and most rational in this moment. keep thinking a lot.. hmmm.. but of cos cant sustain this for too long.. will go into depression.. lol. Sian arh.. a great sat afternoon meant for wat? SCH WORK! sianzz...

Anyway, Kester is going back to Aus today.. after this last bball session with us for this term break of his. Wish him bon voyage! And take care! we will be waiting for u to come back for bball again! sad sia...

happy belated birthday , ShunLi!

Today bro is sick, so he didnt go to work.. in the end stayed at home with me.. and he even complained to his gf that i surely wont help him go out to buy his lunch. Wat the... ok, in the end, cooked a sumptuous meal for him as lunch , ok! AHAHAH! so good of me rite! aiyah, sick ma.. so must treat nicely.. good deed, karma pts earned.

Then went lib to do work.. got a irritating guy sitting besides me..

After which, went to meet up with Anshu, Zhijia, Shunli and Junzhao. Today's meet up onli can get so little people, as the rest cant make it. But i am glad that we did enjoy some nice times together, though i am busy laming ard today.. a little cranky today la.. had dinner at kenny rogers today. 5-6 years not eaten at KR liao.. hmmm.. the chicken got smaller.. hahaz.. others still ard there la.. then we went to an outdoor place at suntec to sit ard.. it is windy there. and we celeb shunli's bdae there. had photo takings, cake cutting and lotsa chit chats . Meanwhile, Junzhao left us, and the rest stayed there for one to 2 hrs more before going back.
Somehow, i missed the fun time together with them.. now in CEE, feel so alienated.. must treasure times with them.. hmmm... had this plan of gg to chalet which zhijia also had in mind. shall see if these plans r implemented into actions during our breaks or not=)

Good news

This morning i woke up.. first thing to do is to check soccer results. OMG! All r results that i yearned! Singapore won 2-0 in the Asian cup preliminary group round. Chelsea lost to Barca!! Yea! Of cos, Arsenal's victory of 1-0 with a beauty from Henry, and Rangers held to a draw with Villarreal. Nice day ahead =)

KTV

Today went to sang at the Ten Dollar Club KTV! Yeah.. finalli.. i sang after such a long wait.
Went with ShaoQi, Valencia, Yang Shang and Huiling. The nett charge is 10 bucks for 5 hrs. free flow of drinks and there is a bowl of shark fin soup for each. The songs r up to date, and the room r smoke-free! yeah! finalli one without smoke smell! And also, the place is nicely lit, with ok standard toilets. So , think is a very good place for singing. The onli thing i dun like is the irritating mics which sometimes went off automatically, and the sofa which sinks in.. overall is very worth the money la..

then we went to maxwell food center to eat before heading towards outram mrt.. but think we went the wrong way, and ended up at tanjong pagar mrt.

Sch starting soon. Sux..
No mood. Hate schooling.
I wan holidays!

Top: The menu in board game style. Costs $10 each board. the public could actually buy them!
Bottom: Grp pic taken while returning home. One donald guy and WeiChun missing fr. the pic+

Today

Went for tuition and today had nothing much to teach him. Just taught some stuffs and we chatted for 20 mins before i left for dinner at Clarke Quey at Settlers' Cafe with the Mickey guys and gals.

Unexpectedly, "Donald Chicken"- Zhi En and her 2 other donald guys joined us for a combined outing. Tot it will be weird at first. But we warmed up fast and had a very great time at the cafe. altogether 9 of us went, so it was fun with so many young people ard. The cafe not onli provided set dinner for us, they also had a vast variety of games there. And the staffs r very friendly and fun-loving too. They even joined in our games to guide us. Firstly,we played this games which is a little boring.. forgotten the name , think is Elixir. Then it took up ard one hr plus. After we finished our food, and cleared the table, we decided to go for faster and more aggressive games, which is very alike Heart Attack. Very Fun! Think everyone warmed up in that game. My hand hurts from the slapping on the bell! And after which, we played another similar game, but it is more challenging as it requires faster reaction and better observation. That one is damn good! Like it a lot! Biwen also agred.
After that, the rest decided that our brains were being taxed too heavily and hands r too pain.. hahaz.so they decided to go for no brainer games..eh.. and a staff got out a game called Taboo.. played similar as Pictionary, but no drawings, all describing, and taught us how to play.. hmmm.. we teased that guy a lot , cos he also quite funny during the teaching of all the games. But decided that the game is a little" no action" , and lastly decided on Jenga. Fun ! so funny when the structure is near collasping, and everyone would go scaring each other. And the last rd we played till the structure was so high, the staffs decided to take pics of us playing and asked if they can use the pic for their posters and stuffs.. hahaz of cos no prob! Honoured lei!
And the structure fell , not cos of the person picking is no good.. cos Linda kicked the table accidentally.. and she will give that excuse"i just wan to get my ice-cream ma.." hahaz, damn funny. And the guy of the night is Heng Swee without doubt. kanna aimed for all the punishments.. hahaz, thanks guys, for the fun night!

Today

Today almost had a bad day. WHy? Cos ever since the stress of school semester started piling on me.. i had pessimistic tots and view of life.. all started at the week when i had deadlines for projects and tests all in a week, till now.. sucky sch life.

but then , i keep thinking of the good stuffs which r gonna happening. Like going outings.
Today went to Katong for a rare lan session with Hanlip, Cg, Weibin and his fren, Ben. Tot that was a happy session.. cos we keep winning. I had top kills tonight, ahemm.. bao dao wei lao. Not too bad la.. good computers and good teammates + not so li hai opponents = good games.

=)

Top Pic: Suppa showing off his fist, yet again.. he did that always in JC..

Bottom Pic:
Kaixin and Meiying

1st Pic:
Front: Suppa, Hanlip
Back: Kaixin

2nd Pic: taken while we r heading home

Today

Today was a pretty eventful day. Cos had tuition in the morning.. and then after which had to org activities at home thru phone.. and then suddenly Kaixin messaged me that she would be late. and i was thinking.. why she's telling me when we r meeting tomolo?.. then i realised that we r meeting TODAY! oh gosh.. luckily i am free today.. cos Suppa is transiting in Sg today for half a day.. so kx, meiying and me r planning to meet him to chit chat.. and so i was half an hr late to meet them at the KFC at tampines. Suppa isnt as sturdy as he was back in Jc times.. but this smart fellow is going for Master in biz now.. hahaz.
Then we went walked ard CS and TM to shop ard with the gers and Suppa for his book. Took Neoprints too.. so long didnt played this stuff.. Also stayed in Starbucks to chat for ard 2 hrs, before going to airport to see Suppa off to Aus. Hanlip joined us at Tanah Merah MRT.
By the way, saw Patrina today.. whaha! i recog her even after 11 years! Her mum also recog me.. but hse dont till i tell her i am Lip Yung. So glad to see her ard! Looks like this long lost sitting partner in Pri Sch doesnt realli cleanly forget me!

And then after Suppa left , we had our dinner at Popeye. The food r not bad, and they came in huge portion. I took around 1 hour to complete my meal.. though i was very hungry before that.
Had a fun time with them today.
Well, at least he remembers us even till now. I am glad, u know! Hmm. though he seldom speaks ..
Took may pics today.. showing some here.

Had a damn restless day in sch. After having a pathetic structure 1 quiz(it is easy! but i fumbled..so pissed with myself!), i couldnt pay attention to any lecture. Had this stupid hols mood. I walked out of lecture halfway. Shocked ShaoQi.. cos i never skip lecture half way.. but today i grew impatient .. so i walked off.. went to canteen to take a break, before gg back to structure.. where i was not paying attention.

Why! Dunno.. any way, feeling very disappointed with myself. Anyone who make a mistake, i can still bear with it, but not me(if without a valid reason). Think i have been to demanding with myself in all aspect. I am not a perfectionist. But i request myself to hit certain mark in my life. Maybe the mark is too high. i couldnt catch up with myself anymore, i felt. I felt so lagged behind with my demanding self.

And my pessimistic self makes things worse. A demoralised troop loses battle, and that applies to me too.. i am losing this battle.. i couldnt uphold my principles.

I know i am not the worst off person ard. cos there r others who r worse off.. but then those who r worse off will also think that they r not the worst off. And so, i may become the worst off in their mind. Wat a cycle.

But then, my problems onli i myself can solve and understand fully. so no pt telling it to u guys.
But then , no prob one la.. life still goes on, and there r still so many pretty gers ard to be admired.. Oops..
anyway, there r Jc gers in sch recently. Hmm.. ok out of topic here.

Well, i received some complaints of a fren from a fren. That fren complained abt the fren. And i feel so great when someone holds a similar view as me. Cos i also feel like complaining of the fren. Thanks, that fren, i feel so glad that i am not suffering alone.

Haha, well, well, break is coming. Not having a too pessimistic feeling here

, neither do i hold an optimistic one. So weird.

I am gonna change for the good! For sure!

I am gonna change for the good! For sure!

Anyway, tomolo got this statics test, yet i cant focus to study.. hope for the best for me.

And, recently i thought bad of a fren. I tot he was using me. Maybe i sentensed him a death penalty too early. Now i dun think he is what i tot him to be. Hmm. But i cant be sure is he realli is not using me. So i am sorry for questioning his character. Hope he dun disappoint me. I realised tt A frenship cant be built upon suspicion and doubts.So i wan to face him with trust. Else this frenship will soon come to an abrupt end.

Tired

Feeling very tired for the recent days.. maybe cos of the quizes and projects. Been having mild headache. Also been easily agitated. Looking toward to the break. But the break = a lot of things to finish up.. deadlines and quizzes follow closely. Heck la.. i hate this passive attitude which i adopted this sem. Damn. Shld be more enthu, so life will be easier. not been playing bball with the guys. Onli last fri with the small portion.

On a lighter note, did a very interesting quiz. It aims to calculate the amt of land we humans need if everyone live our lives like ME! So if everyone did, we will need 1.7 Earths. That is pretty ok.. cos the columnist who said that he/she is an environ-aware person needs 2.5 Earths. So compared. we r ok... ha ha cos Sporeans live in small area of land. Got the website for online testing.. next time will put it up if i remember.

today feel very shagged. cos need to bring some heavy stuffs for sis. now need to go for tech comm liao. Bye guys.

Busybodies

Recently can feel the stress from this sem.. heading the technical comm coordination , and participate in EID, and all the tutorials and quizzes.. leave me quite breathless.. and also the monotonous sch life nowadays r driving me bored.. hmmm.. the term break is coming, yet i see not much joy .. cos got 3 projects on hold then. sianz. what can be worse then rushing for time?

Anyway, chanced upon this article which comes out with an equation of waiting. Let c= no of checkouts, and people r being served p times faster then they arrive, the length of the queue ,L, will be as follows:
L(C) = p^(c+1)/[(c-1)!(c-p)^2] * 1/[(Sum(n=0 to c-1 of (p^n/n!))+(p^c/c!*c/(c-p)))]

interesting sia. even queueing up is such a chore..
The article mentioned one fact: women's queue for washroom is twice as slow as men's, thus their queue length will be 5 times longer. Hmm. is it?

Anyway, a lot of things in mind, but cant possibly type out all.. interesting theories.. yup, need to hit the sack and do the business... SLEEPING of cos.

So sian recently! SUcky! Want to meet up with any fren in sch.. think gonna org some time.. HMMM dun wan to be weighed down by work!

=), =(

SIgh.

Lousy day cos of some dispute. Wish i could have a place for temporary stayover now. Need some private space and time for myself.

Btw, today went running wif CG at 8pm. Planned to meeting up with Andy and HanLip after that. But then they couldnt make it.

One thing : I cant tolerate people who dun bother to reply and leave things hanging for organisers. They dun wish to organise, fine la. But then they cant even reply thru hp /email? Just a few minutes can save organisers' effort to chase ard for replies. Totally hate their bo chap/dilly dally attitude. Seems like they will reply onli when they confirm they r free/when they feel like attending in last minute. Ya, give the organisers the least priority right? Taking things for granted right? Maybe an instant rejection will be better.

Anyway, bought a new phone with extention of plan at Starhub booth in NTU. It is a real good deal lor.. 2 yrs extended plan, with $8 to pay and no need for any trade in! And the phone is not bad at all. It is Panasonic SA6. Very similar to my sis's Panasonic VS2.

So many work, so little time, and i feel so like doing things to be done in hols.. why r we always wanting to do stuffs which r to be done in free times in sch terms, and yet when hols came, we rarely accomplish them? It had been numerous cycles for me liao.

EID Tech comm.. so stressed. Luckily dropped the ADM PE liao.. else will have another proj for me to crack my head for.. somemore is to do with SOLELY COMPUTER PROGRAMMES!

Ok, the feeling of sian days r coming. Really hoped to see the sunlight after the storms...