Emptiness

Well, enjoy life for the past days... now i can see hell waiting.. got so much revision left undone. tuts now undone.. i am done...

Just now went bball with the bball gang. So good to play tog this time without the uncles interrupting us. Then went for lunch as usual, and i left early, not joining the rest for an afternoon swim today. Later joining Andy at lib to study. So sian.

And while coming back, i feel an overwhelming sadness and emptiness... dunno why.. maybe of the peaceful sat afternoon.. maybe of the hot weather, maybe of sch reopening, maybe of many undone jobs.. somemore was listening to Shan Hu Hai.. the ultimate sad feeling.. but i enjoyed this moment.. cos i was the least energetic and most rational in this moment. keep thinking a lot.. hmmm.. but of cos cant sustain this for too long.. will go into depression.. lol. Sian arh.. a great sat afternoon meant for wat? SCH WORK! sianzz...

Anyway, Kester is going back to Aus today.. after this last bball session with us for this term break of his. Wish him bon voyage! And take care! we will be waiting for u to come back for bball again! sad sia...