Week 1

Been lazy to blog recently. cos school started, and i was busy travelling. Nothing can match the fatigue created by long distance travellings. Been so tired recently. And well i supposed when age catches up, it is the case: always feeling tired..
And i was a "trouble - maker". literally. been thinking too much and is always despaired by what was actualli in my mind.was like a damn irritating person inside me with a mind which always analyse and think abt a lot of stuffs, creating troubles for myself in short lar. energy is also zapped away when thinking too much. so shall not think so much. Or rather than saying "do not/shall not", i will instruct myself to focus on certain stuffs(like what is the next hour's activities/ what i am gonna do in the later of the day) to prevent my hyper active self from thinking too much in spare time. This is what Rebecca told me. Think it is working pretty well ! But still need much practise.. lol.. this is called mind discipline.
And i also need to kick DOTA.. Damn.. anyway talk abt dota.. i like to use medusa! she is great! yeah!!!!! shall use her next time if got lanning.
And Ting arh, heard u wan to convert .. i feel weird cos it is like a little sudden.. but .. shall support u , as long as u DUN come persuade us! lol and dun be a father too soon.. else u will break ur promise!

Sch starts

And sch started today. Was in perfect mood for studying. and lessons r interesting as long as i paid attention. That is true! And the tues table was very tiring for me.. very packed. but it is my choice. anyway, tomolo there is no sch. cos it is flag day! yeah!

Anyway, met a lot of acquaintances(familiar faces) and frens, so was in realli good mood cos of that. And sis is in Hall now.. and mum and dad r missing her though it is onli Day 2. haha. just now using her fren's webcam, mom can see her thru it (but not vice versa cos i dun have webcam) and she is so estatic just seeing her daughter thru it.. And can see that she is missing her badli.. so hor.. i asked her to come home tomolo.

And also Laiyee is in EEE , so think can meet up wif him to makan freq liao.. bad thing is that Jean graduated this year, and so the 3 of us cant gather to have meals together as NTU students at the canteen.

Ok, hope that i can make new frens there at CEE. And hope that the fresh start means that what i promised myself will be accomplished. I want a fresh start, no more of those negative sides of my old lifestyle!!

Sch starts

Yeah the last day of hols is over. back to studying. but i shall see it as a consistent effort , so i dun fear sch reopening. still can play and go slack, but do it on a lesser scale. sometimes, being deprived of something is not realli a bad thing after all. I will learn to cherish my slacking time even more. So i shall view it as a fresh start and aim not to brood over the errors i made before, and instead learn the lesson thru them, athough it is a harder way. but the lesson definitely will be engraved in my mind.
Today is realli not a day for outdoor activities like cycling. Cos it was raining every 2 hours.. and make the ground so wet. Initially cycled to Temasek Poly for a quick snack(quite a big portion) wif CG, before cycling to HL's hse to meet HL and HK. And off we head for east coast from Bedok. It was unexpectedly short.. i mean the distance. and we reached ECP without feeling real tired.. not like when cycling to CV. And so we went to Mac to seek shelter, since it was raining again. And there, 2 girls approached HK to try to get to know him. Dot dot dot. Surprise rite. They were cute gers. haha, not saying HK is a bad choice lar.. but u all know lar.. maybe he is getting more charming as he is going into his mid-age life(uncle's age).
And from ECP we cycled towards Loyang, intending to go to CV, but then it was getting late, so we switched route before going into a ulu route and instead opted for Simei. Lucky ! as soon as we started to head for Simei, it started to POUR! haha.. luckily we were all the way away from the rain. And meanwhile waiting for the rain to stop, we went to makan and jalan ard the small mall of Simei. And the last part is to head towards Tampines where we were needed to carry our own bikes over an overhead bridge. They rest were scolding me.. cos i led them..and it was a very cyclist-unfriendly route.. haha. seems like some obstacle course in the end.. and from there the 3 of them headed towards Bedok, and with me heading back home. Wat a day!
HK is very glad that he at least joined us today. And i am glad that he came too! and Kester was in Aus knowing we got activity and wanting to swim back to join us. haha. but no worries, X mas. we will gather at a hse and torn thru the nite like last few years(or perhaps last yr?) so hor, endure and wait for that day to come. As for the bball, seems like the weekly schedule is soon to be disrupted wif us all going back to study, to work or watever. But, do meet up, not like last time.. wah lau 3 weeks no activities at all. And hope those who were chasing after someone successful! yes, u 2. dun see behind.. is u 2..

World Record

This morning, after i woke up, i was expecting the day to be very boring, with nothing to look forward and to anticipate about. However, during the tuition(and for today's session i was damn effective)QiHao told me abt a carnival at TPSS. So knowing i would be free in the afternoon, i went to his sch, expecting some carnival stuffs. Sort of to see and support him. Didnt expect there is an event of trying to break HK's record being held there. So in the end, decided to participate in it, meanwhile waiting for 7pm to come. As i participate at the very very last minute, i was not given a ticket for that event, but still was counted in the number. And the feat is to beat HK's record of bursting 2000 plus(forgotten the no.)balloons together within 10 secs. So i was there holding the balloons wif many many pri sch kids, some very sporty bangladesh and other folks, ready to poke the balloons at a single command. Sort of fun lol.. and was quite excited though was a little bo liao.. cos there were crews shooting us, and it is a record meant as a present for Singapore's 40th birthday . And received a cert, a friendship band and a T shirt after the event. So now i am part of a world record! Dot dot dot.
Met up wif HL, WX and CG for LAN after that. and after which went to the mac near the bus interchange(the bigger one) to makan. and was there talking abt out outfield experiences, in-camp trainings, army days, school works, and LAN in the end.. the AAR is still as usual though without Andy. Tmr planning to cycle wif them for another time before sch starts. And so the usual route? i am not sure.. maybe will go else where.

Child Talk

CG said shld write more things of the past, instead of focusing too much on the day's happenings. okok. shall write some stuff abt myself and why i have got some weird preferences.
1) Start from food- i dislike pork. i virtually will not eat any stuff that is make of pork, except those processed pork. Why? Cos simply becos when i was young, i love to eat pork. everyday must have pork. and on one eventful day, i was chewing happily on this piece of lean pork meat. and u wouldn't believe it. i somehow choked upon the piece of pork. and after i threw it out, i never dared myself to chew on pork-like thing for many many years. been more than a decade since i last touch pork.
2) I dun eat red-meat. except salmon if u consider it a red meat, literalli. any red meat in disguise will not be able to pass my vigilant sense of smell and taste and get into my mouth.
No history of this preference. perhaps i should go vegetarian. but then hor i cannot forgo my chicken wings! and the fishes, the prawns and the crabs! I dun like shell food, but still will eat them since i am left with little choice of food if i include them in the NO EAT list.
3)I dun eat duck. Last time i eat. now i dun, cos i find ducks quite ahemm.. ugly.. and the meat is tough.
4)I dun drink milk. I havent touch milk since dunno when liao.. dunno why. maybe i like water more. but hey! i like certain types of cheese. i love them simply.
5)Now to my bball habit. i dribble with my right hand. cos i am a right hander.
6) i can run but cant sprint. Mostly is becos of the weird food intake pattern. i cant build muscles needed for powering sprints as i dun take red meat.
7) i prefer to talk thru phone then to sms or msn. cos i am lousy typist. and i like to crap.
8) why my hair is always short. cos my mum always cut them short. and it seems like my hair never grow. not i want one.. actualli my hair can grow pretti fast.
9) why i like to jalan ard the east side esp tampines. cos i am lazy to travel. sorry guys, where do u all like to suggest for this sat's outing? Huh? ok, since u all cant decide, Tampines lor..
10) why i like to type lame stuffs like this, cos i simply is a lame person. and i think such lame articles r a good therapy for the weary minds.
11)Why is my way of knowing people is commonly so gao3 xiao4. cos i am clumsy mah. remember how i always fall and bang? come'on u all can remember one. in vs got in tpjc got in ntu also got..
12) why i dun sleep early, cos need some private some to use the com when everyone is asleep mah.. (when i am alone, i can game better)
better go to sleep now, dunno what i am typing abt.. CG i did what u requested.

The day of the last week of the hols

Today went to school together wif joanna. and met up wif kimberly at Boon Lay. tog we went for lunch before proceeded to the talk. and got to know a new fren called Shao Qi, whom is Raymond's fren. Then printed some notes before meeting Jo and kim to go home. And tomolo is gonna be a day wif bball people! looking forward to it!

Lip Yung

Lazy to think of a title.

Anyway today AGAIN met up wif cg and ting. think ting is damn stress over his work. that is why we always meet up to accompany him these few days. It is onli after my bro's grad then i truely realised that what we r literally after just a piece of paper.. and when i realli saw that he got a piece of paper from his dean during the ceremony, i am convinced.
We r slogging so hard for that paper. R certs a true reflection of one's capabilities? Maybe to partial extent, and btw , that is what the society will be looking at when one is stepping out to work. That is a recognition of how successful one has been till that point of time.
Though i hate to admit, how successful one is depends on others' perspectives. It has always been the case. We humans demand recognition from others of our kind.

Anyway, gg to Ntu tomolo. feeling slacking is my way of life now. Oh no.. damn it.. my brain has stopped working for so long and i am an addict to games and internet now.. and if i dun put them aside, my studies will definitely suffer. so , i am going to go on a rehab plan. maybe will show withdrawl symdroms. Like feeling the keyboard every half an hour. or playing wif my mouse. feeding it cheese. or talking to my monitor. might even be shaving the RAM, since i need more wool for this rainy season. nah, lame person talking lame again. anyway, i injured my leg again.

Probability and statistics

There is a mod like this for next sem.. look thru those stuff and realli displaces me off my armchair.. this is my worst maths topic(probability) in JC. Looking for notes , seems like they r lost.. and hey Junting return me my stats notes lei.. i need them now.

What is meant by being normal

What is meant by being normal? Some people seemed to belong to the normal population. But if u observe closer, they r in fact wif flaws which is not a characteristic of being normal. I may seem normal, but underlying r big big flaws which even i wouldnt want to recognise. So i am abnormal, but r the rest the same as me? So if they r the same as me, does that make abnomality a norm? So we r normal people after all IF all r abnormal. BUT if they r normal, then i am quite sad that i am abnormal. and i hate that. why is it that i am like that? Will people accept me, will society accept that?ARggggg!

A very depressed moment.

Othello

Hello guys and gals. Thinking of introducing u all to the game of othello, affectionately known to many as reversi. I believe many had played the game since they were young, and think nothing much of the game as it involves onli flippings and to"eat as much as possible". But however, it is not as simple as it seems. I remembered that in my army days, i once played with my platoon commander. And we sort of "bet" that if i win him, he will have to agree to let the platoon bring in hps.. and if i lose, we will forgo this priviledge. And i even said one seed that i win over him, will mean one hp to be allowed to be brought into the camp. and i even let him have a 20-seeds advantage. Hmm.. sort of daredevil rite? My platoon mates are all gathering beside the board waiting for the outcome. Come on lar, i am confident , therefore i will make such a "pact". Else if i lose , or not win enough seeds, they will "kill" me .. esp. those"ah-beng"style platoon mates. and becos i see the problem with most people, that they look-down and think that the game is very simple and that they can never lose much as long as they follow what they deemed as the logical way to win-- that is to "eat" as much seeds as possible--so i dared my PC.
But obviously , the game is not that simple after all, it involves much of calculation of probabilities, like most of the board games. But it is not as difficult to learn the rules as other games. Therefore, i will like to intro them to u all. If u already had slight passion for this game before i intro u to it, u can dl the programme called "Zebra" and have some games wif it. Definitely will improve ur game. But if u r curious abt the game and wan to learn more abt it, u can still dl Zebra and try it or go to any search engine to search for its related stuffs. Finally, when u r ready to battle, u can go to any online reversi sites to have some hands-on experience wif the gamers there.

You also can have some fun here:
http://www.mattelothello.com/
http://www.radagast.se/othello/

Good game!

Sunday

These days got quite bad headaches.. maybe is becos of the stress..
Anyway, today woke up very late.. at ard 11 plus. and played some dota. u see , that is addictive.. please dun be like me. and after that i cycled to tanah merah to yongjian's hse. and wif him, hk and kk.. we went swimming! yeah! we did a lot of stupid and clownish stunts.. but realli fun sia.. did a 1-2-1 formation swim, 2-2 formation swim, 1-1-1-1 formation swim, and we invented our own styles --hk's doggy style, my propellers' style, and yj's crocodile style floating.
eventually we had a competition of 1-1 formation style swim. also played catching in the small little pool. and hk "molested" an auntie. HAHAHAHA. is ur hand rotting now? of cos that is accidental lar. saw yongzhi today, and he told me he is soon taking leaves in 25 weeks' time. and he said i am FAT , the moment he woke up and after i stepped into the hse after the swim. come on,can focus on my face rather than me belly?
and went to have dinner near his condo before i cycle back home. damn damn shiok today, cos i could feel my muscles aching.. despite the headache.. hope can do that again soon.

Basketball gang rulz!

Today i was late for bball. but i was the second to reach there. cos i need to deliever the bball. and it was raining bows and meows. so everyone came late. but nevertheless, we had the games together within ourselves, with the uncles, and the teenagers. and it is damn shiok! after the game, Zuyao left to acc his GF, ting went home to study and so the rest of us five went to Bras Besar to look for arts materials. Arts Friend is whr we go to. such a big shop! so many varieties of art materials.. got one type of clay used for moulding for art and craft that is edible. somemore got many flavours..

and after which we went for dinner.. and i ordered CHICKEN CHOP WIF RICE. but i got what? u know?
DAMN.. is popcorn chicken junior + rice.. damn cheater.. never shall go there anymore.
and the rest keep joking abt this popcorn chicken junior set.
and we jalan ard.. and chatted a lot a lot of things..and we even got to the most intimate topics,cant tell here.. and kester is soon going back to Aus. so shall have a bball session next week for sure. cheers to the team that lose and lose and lose, but they never give up.

Joke

It is meant to be a joke. Or a brain teaser if u like to think it as. and this one is i think one ok.. so means i have certain level of creativity.

One day, a teacher is giving a treat to her favourite student at a restaurant. However, upon reaching the restaurant, the teacher entered, but the student is forbiddened to go in. Why?

Think.. Think hard.

And dun think cos the student is too fat to squeeze thru the door.. though that is a fantastic try.

haha. well.. i shall not tell u all the answer.

u wan it? can email me. i will give u the answer that promises me some beating from u all.

anyway, today went to TP , intending to play bball.. but in the end rained. sian.. and so played a little bit of ping pong.. nothing much later on in the day, except jalan ard my territory wif cg and ting. and wah lau.. zuyao.. u last min says cannot on sunday.. wah.. see lar.. tomolo got bball and we r informed so late.. what r u doing.. aiyoh.. joyce arh.. pls tell off him ok!

Graduating ceremony

Today is bro's grad ceremony. and so the whole family went to attend it at NUS cultural centre(think it is called like this). The whole place is guarded and the entire ceremony is a long (boring at times) but eventful for those graduates. And so one by one, they r being called up to receive their certificates which they pursued for so long. And joy were written all over their faces. My sis, dad and mum went into the auditorium, except me (i went to viewing gallery), cos there were not enuff tix. but it is alright for me.. cos i dun like to be in formal occasions like this.

and after which we took pics and bro took wif his frens who were also graduates. it is a pity that his gf is sick today, so she couldnt go for the ceremony. however, he is going over to her place to don the robe and to take pic wif her later on. sweet sia. and i saw 3 familiar faces today. One is WanQi who is also a graduate. another is a PC of Tekong Ninja company, a grad too. the last one is a geography teacher in Victoria whose daughter graduated today.

and cos i am having insufficient sleep the nite before, right after the ceremony, on the way back, i slept thruout the whole journey. and now i am well awake. later shall sleep somemore, before going for tuition. feel like complaining to Qihao's dad. cos he is becoming very lazy and unmotivated. And he is not giving me my due respect... keep adjusting time. i could have not agree to the change, and to tell his dad,whom said that if he attempted to change time again, just let him know abt it. but i am thinking that this applies to Pri sch pupils onli and teenagers will hope us to treat them as young adults. However, he is not being dutiful and is quite irresponsible. and so, i may complain to his dad.. and i know that he will be scolded by his strict dad. but dunno lei.. i feel bad if his dad would to scold him becos of that, as their relationship is not that fantastic. Dilenma. nvm, shall toss a dice to decide, even is to tell, odd is not too ..

Cycling today

Went to cycle today. and even puncture my bike tyre when i over pumped the tyre. and it went off wif a very loud bang. so embarrassed. and the sian thing is i need to spend another 20 bucks to repair that due to my fault.

went to changi V wif cg and hl. and we took another route back to tampines before we proceeded to jalan ard the pasar malam in tampines.

chatted for quite a long while online wif a few frens so shall sleep real soon. tmr is going to my bro's grad day. And maybe will accompany my sis to ntu after that to collect her hostel key. so tomolo is gg to be a day in the west.

Tues

Had a weird dream yesterday where i have a long long conversation wif Twins. Think that it isnt that bad, cos dont have the real chance to tok to them. so maybe in the dream also isnt that bad after all.

Went to my very very first bowling session today wif aloy, jean, lai yee. i always reject to bowling as i think that it is a boring sports. but today after trying, found it interesting and not easy to master. my very first game i scored 37. second is 54 and the last is 59. improvements. and strikes at random times. aloy is the best player of us, and he scored ard 150, though now he isnt at his best. his best is 267. shall play it next time wif other frens.

and after which, i walk ard wif laiyee for a while before we departed. and i went to meet yuhan, lucy and zewei, when he was super late. and we ate at marche. i had the delicious cereal prawns. they had some mushroom + potatoes stuffs..
after which took Neoprints(this is my 2nd time taking, and i think i am too old for that. The first is wif the bball gang. Remember? That one wif 8 of us all in the pics. i forgotten whether i had another wif S21 or not. but the point is i am not a pro-neoprint personnel.) and think that taking neoprints once in a while is very fun indeed. and the pics turn out to be funnie, yet nice.

thurs i am gg to bro's grad ceremoni.

Back from cycling

Yesterday had a good day wif the five of them for LAN. then Laiyee came to my hse to fix my com till ard 1030pm, thanks man! and today did n0hing much except played DOTA AI map till ard evening time. then cycle to Bedok to meet HL and cg for fantastic 4. i missed the first 10 mins as i was late.. and went in just to catch how they become mutated. think the jessica ____(dunno her first name) was realli veri veri attractive. angelic look, demonic figure. and the story was well plotted. not draggy, but kind of short. but still was pleased wif the show. funny yet exciting. except that i missed the front part of the movie, when the movie would start wif flipping thru pages of comics for any mavel story. i like that effect. and after the 1 1/2 hours movie, we trio found a Samsung HP left on the floor, and decided to return to the owner. but the HP was off, so we decided to on the HP and wait outside the threatre. And as expected, the owner and his dad came to look for it. but we did not stop them at the entrance, as we wan to double check. and after his dad phoned the low batt phone, we returned to him after verification. and i keep telling his dad " to be more careful next time" and he went to thank HL as i told him he is the first to find it. Became "heroes" after watching the movie.
The kid may think:"I also wan to become a phone-finder next time. Just the the 3 gor-gor.."
...
not funnie.



and off we went to cycle. cool and not-so-humid night, perfect for cycling.

Sunday, bright and sunny

been lazing ard recently. thurs had a badminton session wif Mingjie, weixiang, cg and hanlip. it was really fun , cos we played a round of 5 to compete (hanlip came late). and fri was a day of laze. went to TM wif cg and we both jalan ard from 2 till 7 plus. but we chatted a lot lar, as usual.
and yesterday went for basketball as usual, but then was real tired.. maybe i slept too late, cos had been playing DOTA till late nite. and so after bball, we went to eat at a food store nearby and after which Zuyao, Junting and Jian Zhong came over to play mahjong. initially they played wif my bro, but after that i took over and we played all the way till 9 plus. i won quite a lot of rounds, though all r 1 or 2 tais onli. but i also lost great . so luckily nobody played real money.. no money how to play wif real cash--quoted from Junting.
Later gonna to meet laiyee and junting after meeting WC3 kakis at katong. realli been a long time since i met laiyee, and know wat, he is gg to NTU EEE this coming semester! so gg to meet him real frequent. my sis also, gg to NTU computer eng this semester! and she is staying in hall. so will have more company next time in sch. so xin fu. whahaha.

I am gonna win this battle

Recently, just days ago, i got quite depressed from a tot which just develope from mere random imagination. quite realistic, so i am quite depressed by the tot. but upon struggling to come to term that all these r imagination, i am sure i can get out of the down period and win this battle within myself. omg, how can life be without hope!!

QUeensway

went to queensway myself just now but didnt buy any stuff. just to go see and walk ard. then i walk all the way to Bukit Merah central. and later on shall go watch soccer at tampines stadium wif CG.

Yesterday went to Huifeng's hse to play mahjong. She claimed herself as "Yao Shi Er Tong" haha. and went to ang mo kio due to some unanswered reasons and in the end landed up in Tampines wif wx, hl, joanna+me.

now bro is at home wif his GF. and so mum is cooking more good food. yummy!

movies and more movies

been watching movies on disks and in cinemas recently. Catched "Ini D" and "A lot like love" and now had watched "phone booth" and "the day after tomorrow" at home. finally i see the joy of stay at home to watch movies, esp at night.

The marina south trip brought a lot of mosquitoes' bites to my feet. and the swellings r comparable to the swellings i gotten during my days at Jurong Camp. so that is very bad bites. and irritated constantly by the itch.

Today went to teach tuition. and i was practically stoning during my last one hr.. and i hated myself for not give my best during the 2 hours. And in the end, again, i went into the mood of story telling.. and the originally drowsy mood(for 2 of us) turned into pretty interactive mood. and to finish up the teaching for the day, i had to over-teach(OT) for 35 mins.. and was late for badminton..

been laughing hysterically for today and on sat. think i am kind of mad. MUahahaha

outing

Was late to meet HL and Andy at Katong. However, CG was even later than me and he reached at 4pm. So, we had LAN for an hour, before i rushed down to marina south to meet Zhijia and co. The response is not as bad as what Ms. Organiser had tot. 6 ppl turned up. She was quite upset over the poor response the day before, and apparently, the not-so-bad response is a comfort to her. Indeed, poor response is realli bad for organisers, as i always had this kind of experience. This will discourage organiser from further organising any activity. Everyone should have a chance to organise sth, even if it is a small event. So dont push away any task if others ever give u the chance to organise sth , if u didnt ever organise sth before.(supposedly to have evil laughter)...... MUAHAHAHAHA

and took this van which looked like one used for human trafficking to transport us to the open air food restuarant. It is FOC. And so we settle pretty fast, w/o even having to decide which restuarant to choose from. And, we started munching away before the sky turned dark. We were in open area, so the smoke didnt suffocate us. The rest of them were most of the time chatting away. Onli i am eating away, cos i was realli, reaLLI, REALLI hungry. I saved my stomach for the night. yeah. so was eating away and this meal wif them was very enjoyable, cos we didnt meet up for a long while. and Junwen left early but this didnt spoil the fun and we chatted till the shop is about to close before we head for the way back home.
Now i think i am suffering seafood poisoning(Muahahaha--i deserve it). just feel weird eating too much seafood. And my one kg is back, i think. So tomolo's badminton is good time lose that one kg.

sat

my temper is becoming unbearable(according to my own standard) , just that i didnt show it out.

and sat went to fengshan for bball. a lot of us turned up, onli Ting, Ah liang and Wei bin didnt turn up. Enjoyed and exhaust ourselves thoroughly. Kester and steven r also there and this is the second time we gathered since they returned from aus and HK respectively. and eventualli went to jianzhong's house to spend the rest of the day there. the rest played mahjong, while me and HK played Winning Eleven 8. was realli fun wif them yesterday, keep laughing heartily. and koon kiat and zuyao stayed over at his hse and the rest leave at ard 1030pm. anyway, his jack russel(spelling?)--a dog, that starhub dog lar..he's wif no name.. they called her(it is a bitch, oops!) nah bei(double oops!). so funnie.. though very crude.. OMG.. Wahaha. and it was a damn hyper dog.. and cos i was scared of dog, it yesterday trapped me in a corner and keep barking at me.. i was real scared.. keep shouting for help!(when the rest simply ignored and continue their mahjong, sigh) and also wanted to watch P***(u all know lar) at his house, but then hor, we didnt(i objected them from polluting my innocent mind, and also nah bei's--heehee ) . Now, i have a stomache, not sure is it becos nah bei's fur get into the food yesterday.. and i had eaten them.. =:(-- the 2 dots are tear drops!!