Lost in the maze..

Upset, yet not intense.
Happy, yet it is so short-lasted.
Crazy, a moment only.
Anguish, underlying everything.
Guilty, it is just like the background counts.
Hopeless, sometimes..
Helpless, when hopelessness creeps in.
Disappointment, when the world is seemingly against me.
Feel good? It's like catching the shadow of the moon in the water-- elusive when i tot i had it in my net. More like an illusion, but it is a good feeling. And surely this illusion felt so real sometimes.