just chatted with a fren.. wooosh.. nt tt she purposely said sth which made me feel v guilty, just tt i am holding back sth .. and by nt saying out, i felt tt i was being nt truthful (cos our frenship is built on frankness and occasionally crappiness) . Sth which i would only like myself to know. To no other ppl will i like to tell. and i felt tt she didnt see the real side of me, by not knowing abt this particular condition of mine. i am with a v heavy heart now.. not her fault, i say, just tt i feel super vexed and confused.. full of self blame.
But i shall nt sink further into this mental turmoil, cos this is definitely nt the solution out of the trouble. i would need to face the days after this particular moment with hope, i guess i will see the light, i am quite sure.