Thought thru..i have no choice but to give up. yes, thanks to ur persistence in persuading me to give up. Now i see some light. glaring and v painful. but it is good that i woke up from my own world of dream. In reality,nothing is left. the bottle i perceived is half filled.. but u made me now see it as half emptied..
no thanks for waking me up from my beautiful dream.

Did the sat shift today. ROar! we only took 40 mins to finish everything! haha.. 930-1010.. and we r dismissed! and so me, Nina and Alex went to Singapore Zam Zam to eat.. it is in Arab street. had chicken mutarbak.. v v filling! and that is supposed to be breakfast.. in the end.. i didnt even need to take my lunch. Went to national lib to read magazines.. and went to parco bugis to jalan before decided to head for PS.. and stayed at the BK for an hr plus to read Straits Times.. to kill time.. before gg ard PS to look ard. Then decided to head to PP.. so took MRT to bedok and take the shuttle to PP.. jalan a bit and tot that there is nth to see there.. so went to Katong Shopping Complex to find a seat and cont reading my papers for another 1 and half hrs before the arrival of LAN kakis.. Whao.. today played 2 fantastic games.. both r great wins! think me have improved a lot.. haha.. that is great! everyone is happy with victories. ppl over LAN even invited us to challenge them.. but dun wan la.. as the saying goes..来者不善， 善者不来.
Dun wan later spark conflicts due to unhappiness in the game.. and lead to fights. haha. and we left to makan supper before heading home.

yesterday went out with yangshan and mantou and co. to celebrate huamin's bdae.. ate at Asian Kitchen before heading to Starbucks to sit ard. Simple outing, cos a lot of ppl in city hall! that is due to the IT fair lor..think half of sg's population is there yesterday.. could feel the ground sinking(as if) ! think everyone have changed a bit in their dressing.. and thus all look prettier than b4. tat is working life? haha..maybe... and yesterday one of the girl in my office dressed up till quite attractive... and have no choice but to notice her. not only me.. everyone does.. even nina said commented ' why she looks so sexy today?' HAHAHA a funny comment from her.

tml is nua day.. gonna go library search for more books (if i am not lazy, and is free) and monday is work day again! gonna buy sth to replenish our food stock in our ' pantry' .. cos i havnt contribute yet.. haha.. chee yong and yanto had buy sth liao.. my turn.. hmm.. what shld i buy? i am thinking of buying tidbits.. lol.. but nina is buying crackers.. maybe shld buy biscuits.. as Kelvin said.. we all r getting fatter.. EVERYDAY since we had moved to the spot near Singpost. LOL.. and v funny lei.. every lunch time, the guys in our office ,with the gers along too la.. will normally go to singpost to eat and to look at office girls..LOL.. so many there.. and we r glad that our lunch times coincide. haha.. esp chee yong and yanto.. they v excited abt lunch @ singpost . ahhahaa. and we r super broke after visits to ntuc to buy foodstock over the past week.

getting fun in office now.. at least ann is talking to us liao.. she isnt scolding me anymore LOL.. but more of suaning me.. and mei is responding to us..yeah..