The first paper is a disappointment. As in a disappointment to my self. I cant face my old self. this old self had worked hard and achieved good results.. but the new self isnt motivated to contd what his dear fren had left behind. And that may even erase what the old self had achieved. The new self knew that. Heard that. But he couldnt feel.. couldnt feel the urgency to carry on what the old self had left him to accomplish before he is gone. But the new self and the old self r frens yet they r contradicting. Old self is hardworking but is too stressed up.. new self is not as hardworking, is kind of lazy but he is a happier soul.. ya.. new self cant achieve much, unlike old self.. but cos the soul needs a break.. and so new self is in charge of the body. The soul feels weak. But now... the soul feels that new self isnt fulfilling what it wanted. Yes! he made the soul more relaxed, happier.. but he doesnt make the soul proud. Old self is gone. How to ask him back to work for Soul. Maybe we have to make do with new self. Hope he can get the feeling and wake up his fucking idea. FUCKING IDEA. WAKE UP. bloody piece of damn shit. Ok, what was that.... for goodness sake.. new self u better get off the comp and now get some rest and contd with the structure 2 revision tml! Bloody hell, wan me to keep ur ass huh!? Still not get going?
Soul still will be having a hard time disciplining the new self.