Dreamt of something funny a few days ago. Dreamt that i picked up a rabbit. A small baby rabbit. And since it was abandoned, i decided to keep it and rear it. And i even dreamt of helping it to clean up and bathing it.. hmm, realised that i was like taking care of a human baby instead of the baby bunny, cos the baby rabbit can talk. I told it to call me papa in the dream .. ahaaaaz. But in the dream, i feel obliged to take care of it, it is the duty of a father. I tot i was the father of the rabbit... zzzz.. when i woke up, felt kind of sad though.. cos was quite happy being with that half human half bunny. Silly me..

oh ya. read a blog just now. the author wasnt someone i know, but she mentioned in an entry made in 2003.. that we can choose how we react to life everyday, though we cant control the happenings. Thought thru it.. though it seems difficult to react positively to everything everyday.. but wasnt that the only way to live a life which we all yearn to? A happy one. And perhaps can link this to an incident which happened today. Went to airport today, and was in Terminal 2 looking thru some notes, there was this cleaner who came up to me a few times and looked at what i was reading.. and at the 3rd time, i looked up to him and he started chatting with me on and off.. and got to knew that he ( 70 year-old man) was once an undergrad in Taiwan.. but he couldnt get to complete his degree course, because of some political unrest which forbidded him from going back to Taiwan after 3 years of studying there when he got back to his hometown in Indonesia during a break. And i asked him, isnt that a pity? He replied that there wasn't any choice then. But perhaps he chose to face it with a positive mind then. To get a bright future ruined due to political unrest is what we present batch of singaporeans may not relate to.. our environment doesnt present us with such uncertainties, which is good of cos.. but imagine, all the yrs of high hopes and hardwork r shattered by external factors.. very helpless right? Hmm... ya.. helpless.. i cant keep my weight down.. feeling helpless on this issue too. Perhaps not that helpless la.. i can control la.. not not now.. still got papers. Must cut down some weight before ICT, else will be jialat..