Tots

I have a disturbing tot gg on in mind... and i knew i have the answer all the while, but i keep trying to find ways to counter that answer, although that answer is the onli answer which i will ever accept. Funny right? Now and for ever, i accept that answer to that question in mind. A relief indeed!

Haha, today went to sch.. and almost lost a finger in sch!hahaz.. cos, while doing this expt.. a guy using the hydraulic jack pushed the handle the other way, instead of releasing the pressure, when i told him that we finger is inside.. and he went all the way... almost cutting off my index finger.. damn.. luckily everything is fine now.. else, he will be kanna blamed for sure!

Anyway, having another dilenma.. not sure to treat certain people with complete trust or not.. cos i am scared of being backstabbed.. though i shld not think so negatively.. but i just have this worry.... cant seem to trust them totally.. and i hate to have such feeling..

Just watched a channel 8 show.. and that show realli is very meaningful..it depicted a beggar talking abt the various reasons behind people who gave charitable money.. so true... i am in one of the categories -- who gave money so that i will feel that i am a good person. may not be a true blue real good person afterall..

HAhaz.. tomolo will have 2 tuts.. so sianz... waiting for weekend to arrive!