Sunday morning

Just woke up. later muz go teach QiHao. sianz.. but today is pay day! yeah. shhhhhh... haha feel better than last night.. most prob becos i am still not yet very clearminded now.. so i wont really remember all e bitter stuffs. ok today is a new start. hmm... wan to do finish my stuffs.. but there r SO many! oops.. and yar today chatted wif Broji online.. man .. he is fine.. now pursuing his accountancy certs and working at his dad's auditing firm.. so he is leading a fine life after drop out from NTU.. made a clever choice.. indeed.. life is better when u could get control of it and not the other way .. hmm.. i envy those people who made their choices and have their own aim in life.. and chose their way of life.. like broji and zuyao.. i couldnt find my aim though.. not even sure wat i wan to be in future.. to tell the truth.. i wan to be a singer.. haha i luv to sing.. but just realli don dare to pursue in tis industry as career. also like to draw ( artist).. like to entertain people ( i wan to be comedian once), wan to uphold justice ( policeman) , wan to swim in water everyday (lifeguard), wan to travel ard the world( not an occupation though), wan to play professional othello, wan to teach PE.. haha NOT BECOS I WAN TO SEE SCH GALS IN SHORTS but cos i like sports, but i dun like to teach subjects (PE teacher), but now i dun have such aims any more.. i just wan to live day by day.. i am afraid of looking into the future and PLAN.. this is a big mistake.. i know.. but i couldnt do anything abt it.. cos i intimidated by all the pressure presented to me when i think of my future life... all the financial stuffs..all the social interactions( i am not good at it) and the starting of a family(haha.. dun even haf a gf now) blah blah blah.. sigh. but cheers.. being able to live in peace in spore is always one thing i am glad abt.. cos u wont find a 2nd heaven elsewhere in the world nowadays. lol..cheers .. that is once i am this optimistic. haha. ok shall end here.. cheers once more for this beautiful sunday!