today

nth great abt today. went to pasir ris to do a post cond survey. felt kind of extra there. haiz.. cos she is rushing to finish the proj, in the end, my ask-for-near-perfection-attitude in photo taking( though i am nt a skilful photographer) seems like impeding her advance.

and dismissed a bit earlier then usual off work timing. intended to join the colleagues to go drink at a pub in bugis at nite.. but then felt tired and a bit of headache.. and i dun like to drink... so in the end decided not to go. my mum said i shld take up chance to go such places.. but bah.. my headache came at the right time.. haha.. cos i dun like to drink. i would rather go play basketball.. oh yeah, last sat's improvement motivated me and i am looking forward to this sat's bball session. a reunion game. kester is gg for aus soon. sian. i know he felt sian.. i also felt sian.. less of a bball member .. will be looking forward to his return in june. but june got the reservist.. where i heard a lot of ppl like wilson and soon eng r planning to defer for studies reason. imagine gg to ICT w/o them.. a bit sian sia.. cant tok rubbish together.. and cannot slack together. haiz.
window for ippt opened.. also didnt train for it. felt so nua.

and finalli cny coming..
my mood hasnt been great recently. and feel that i dun forward to cny. haiz...where is the old me.. whom will forgo everything just for the goodies in cny. now i onli look forward to gambling.. not even gathering with frens... dunno why.. i need someone to guide me out of this low period.

sigh off
haiz