now i realised

exam is this near! very very near.. and i am still in hols mood.. bah...REALLY ! sigh...and recently keep skipping lecs. cos overslept.. i am really telling myself to relax..cos i am thinking this is the last stage of education le and i have realli put in soooo much efforts before coming into uni.. it is time to relax this little bit.. but i am going overboard. and isnt the last lap of the run mean that i should put in my best shot? but when thinking of so many years ahead , i cant possibly biah for so looong.. like last sem .. got sick for 3 of the papers. very scared that i will fall sick at the crucial moment again.. it is then lucky i can scrap thru wif computing.. then i was feeling so sick, i couldnt finish reading the last few chpts.. and couldnt do half the paper..
maybe u would feel that" hey koh u r quite hardworking now", but the fact is i normally cant focus , so didnt absorb so much like the rest.. so i must put in double effort..
ok shall do some maths now.. later going to sch le.. sianz..